Cherp Cherp.

inside OUT.

2006-12-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

if i dont see you then i dont have to say goodbye.
you'd always come close but you never come easy.
the mundaneness of missing you ever excites me.
what more if i see you?

Merry Chistmas.

Her.its like waiting for snowfall.

2006-12-11T00:04:00.001+08:00

i could write you something and you'd never notice.
outright whining & griping & yearning in planeview, its just something i can never do.
Right. . .

It was a rather short week, 2 days of mc definitely makes a big big difference.
Why does time fly when im a civilian?
Its like theres a timezone separating camp and out-of-camp.
Theres so many things i would like to do when im out, but time is such a spoil sport, she never plays along.
Back in camp, i'd plan to do stuff, but it never takes off. . .

Christmas is coming, but this year is different!
I dont know why, but i really dislike presents now. . .maybe just a little!
I was just thinkin, christmas is probably the most lucrative 'festival'.
Xmas trees are fine but really when you start thinkin of, 'hey wat does she/he want?'
What does GOD want? ever thought of that. . .
Hardly i reckon.
Christmas is just the chance for businesses to prey on generous pockets eh.
This world is disgusting.

Pardon me thats just the other part of me thinking, the one thats usually in green 5 days a week. . .
the one thats usually closer to GOD when GOD is really the only one he has during 80% of the week. . .

Freedom changes a person i guess, i can vouch for it. Distractions, varieties leads to the digression of our attention that should all be focus on GOD. It sucks when someone only comes to you for help when hes/shes in deep shit, other than that you dont see him/her. I know i wouldnt like it. Weekends turn me into someone else, not a very nice person but i do try to maintain that 'all-weather-relationship' with GOD. Its just difficult but all you can do is try, and try, and try again & again & again.

So for christmas, lets all take time to remember whos birthday it really is. . .

Until her heart stops.

2006-12-05T09:54:00.000+08:00

Keeping up with you is something i could never do,
until your gone, the fasten-seat-belt sign will always be on. . .
A poor choice of words or none at all,
i thought action spoke louder than words, i was wrong i guess. . .
My mistake for leading you to leading me on.
And ive missed you. . .

Its a tuesday morning & i dont believe ive blogged on a tuesday morning of the year 2006. Heh im on mc for shingles and bugger i didnt realise it was till last sat. I had all along thought it was some muscular ache until a red spot appeared. Its all too coincidental that my sis gave birth last wed, and i havent really seen the young chap since thursday night. . .Anyhow my shingles have not subsided even after 4 days of medication and i dont mean to chao keng or what but i really think i should see the MO tomorrow or somthing just to make sure. i mean its my social responsibility that my fellow bunk mates to get infected. . .(excuses)

i miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma,
days drag on like marathons, im running with bare feet. . .

Decembers~~~Hawthorne Heights

The Long Road Home

2006-11-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

hello again, its been too long. . .
Well nothing much has changed, save for my outlook at life.
For now ive nothing to look forward to, except my weekly book out, but the joy is short lived after 48 hrs...And of course ORD. But that'll take a while.
Well on the brighter side, i've grown closer to my Father in heaven and my dearest Mother Mary. I talk to myself these days. The lack of good company with tasteful linguistics have turned me to a reclusive bloke. I dont really Talk talk to myself i merely hold conversations with God and Mother Mary, and occasionally when im feelin a tinge of apprehension i do the sign of the cross! Call me whatever, but right now these are the simple things in life that give me that well needed boost in spirits.
Im bored. And im miserable. occasionally emo.

this silence echoes the words you need to hear,
the letter postmarked december of last year.

2006-09-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

im no good at comebacks and you know that, right?
i was never the forthcomin one, though i tried many a times, the signals you sent were often misread. . .

this silence is ever so deafening, every minute every second only adds on the decibels. . .
before i go deaf, please hear me out . . .
pace with me now, i can never keep up. . .
body language never looked so good. . .
do have the eyes to see me, least when you're bored i could play Mr Significant even if its just in ur imagination. . .
how soon do we forget?
no matter im at a standstill so you'll know where to find me when you comeback. . .if you do comeback. . .

shianipootiks i reckon, life down by HQ. but i dont wanna gripe considerin im closer to home now. . .
thanks be to GOD for that!

2006-08-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

i woke up this morning feelin good, you know like when you just had one of those uberly sweet dreams that makes you go jelly and soft, yea i had one of those. i dreamnt i locked lips 'May and Choy's Choy, like it makes a difference. ahaha. Well the only disturbin thing was that i had to stand on a stool jst to reach her lips, other than that it was goood. . . Hmmm i usually had the notion that a 'nightmare on elm street' sorta dream would follow after sitting through a horror movie, well at least 3/4 of it . . .thankfully none of that!

So i pass out from SI in 2 weeks as a trusty signaller and its off to unit life which from hearsay can be rather tough when its tough and slack when its slack. hopefully it'll be slack when its tough and slacker when its slack. eh?

i really miss you and wish i could kiss you,
but why are you so far away?
i guess i could call you & ask you, 'how are you?'
but i really dont have much to say. . .
i si alone & i stare at the phone & i hope that your doing okay. . .

Alone in Santa Cruz ~ The Ataris

wish i had written that. . .

2006-08-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

so it doesnt help me in writing this, with the exorcism of emily rose on the tv at the moment. . . its jst distractingly scary and interruptively disturbing. My dad's watching it and partially my fault for suggesting it to be on. i dont usually dig em horror flicks but heh decided to put my balls to the test, fret im a the losing end. i'll just stick to my belief that life is already scary enough and theres no need to scare urself on purpose. . .

Life is SCARY isnt it? will i live through this? will i wake up tomorrow? will i choke on the sticky rubbery bit in calamari rings? can i go home? will i be a 'prosperous' looking signaller? will she say yes? yea all the woes of this old-boy-young-man. . .

well its another wkend at the movies and yea i watched Click! i must say its a good movie with a very good message behind it, so catch it!!!

This is going nowhere man, with screaming coming off and on frm the telly, i'll write something good with a point sometime soon. God be with me. . .and everyone!

Lover's tryst. . .i wish. . .

2006-07-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

so lets meet at our mouths for a kiss thats been so long overdue. . . .

I'll be as random as i can ever be. . .

Well lately i've been feeling rather emo and surprisingly it has nothing to do with the army. . .
But the thought of bookin jst really kills me and yea its gna materialise in slightly over and hour! Balls. Yet this thorn in my side isnt enough to make me wanna cut my wrist and black my eyes!
okay so perhaps army does contribute abit to that 'shitty-anal-retentive-dont-piss-me-off' kinda feel. Currently i feel more alone than ever, '2 years of our time, once in our lives'. Thats just enough to make one's social life to go right down the monsoon drain and into a bottle of NEWater. . .

i miss school.
i miss home.
i miss my life.
i miss my friends.
i cant bloody wait to get back to studying even though i'll be griping and whining my guts out once im in it. But hell it sure beats manning radio and getting my bollocks fried. . .

So i guess this is where i lie for the next 19 months, a lonely old young boy with not much of a social life yearning for some lovin and hugs. . .
ahaha no kidding!

say the least im lost without you,
say the most im just confused
say the words i've been dying to tell you.
posed with this in mind, whats there to lose?

if i wasnt on my way, would you run to me?
SilentPoint

2006-07-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

So its been a month since i POP-ed and its been slightly over 4 months since i last blogged. So much for 'alright i'll blog once i book out'. . . just a lil over 20months to ord i cant wait! or maybe i can, no wait im forced to wait. Well lets see, im still an awful bit sore since my freedom has been taken away from me ever since then theres jst nothing to look forward to. Perhaps Book Out but then again the joy is shortlived as its killed instantly with Book In!Nonethless ive learnt quite a few things, i mean they do say an army changes a boy into a man. Well in my case i would like to think im still boy but a changed one. I've learnt to appreciate my free time more and my loved ones and ive become very very very dependent on the ONE above. And as well as the art of sucking my thumb, although ive stopped that horrid habit many years ago, well i shall not digress further on that. Hmmm, thumb suckin, its a skill you learnt automatically, its oso known as LAN LAN. The frequency of thumb suckin would depend on the number of stripes or crabs one has. The least of these=The shorter ur thumb(theoratically).For my case then, my thumb shld be gone in 20months time! Pfft im glad for AXA!So anyway im a signaller, or rather signaller to be. In simpler terms im an infantryman with a very very important radio on my back. At least when i get shot in the back i wouldnt feel pain, death would come instantly with my radio batteries exploding violently....ideally it shld all turn out like that. Ah yes ive also learnt to think of the worse case scenario, i mean im in the business of death and destruction, wat the bloody hell could be worse?!

So hes a 'hello', and shes 'goodbye'.
or maybe just forget about goodbye, he never gets to say it.
They could never work out, would they ever?
The saddest boy. The happiest girl. Dont opposites attract. . .
he'll lick his wounds and peel his scabs, but she unknowingly continues to stab.
with pleasure and only for her leisure hes there until her heart stops. . .whats a boy to say to a girl like that. . .

sinful end

2006-02-18T05:24:00.000+08:00

hello hello. Just abt 3 more weeks before NS and i've got my exercise all cut out for me. I am tired shitz downunder here in Sydney. Headaches, occasional sensations of dizzyness and complete stone-age is whats left of me after 10 hrs straight of LAN gaming. An absolute far cry of my claim, 'heh no worries lah can lah wont be slpy', to my cousin. Then agn hes aslp and im up... Just in abit to end this awfully short and fast vacation, i'll be tucking into a nice delightful sinful calorie filled cardiac disease high blood pressure and what not, inducing breakfast down by the ROCKs. Followed by a nice tasty cool summer treat of ice cream of all fanstatic flavours. A mouth full there but a mouth full later!! tkgrrrrrr. Bugger this still does not remove that oh-so-shitty feelin of collectin em A level results, which unfortunately and however most thankfully hasnt been released. Oh gosh cut my wrist and black my eyes man like come on suspense killls before a bullet is fired. Damn! Nonetheless GOD be with us all thru the end of time! Bracken!

2006-01-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

Bye Bye Beautiful.

Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow
The people will all gather
To remember such a day where the flames grew
As high
As trees
And the world stopped for you and me. . .

Glass shatters & comes to a halt
I thought we'd be there by now
I thought it would be so much quicker than this. . .

2006-01-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Time is running, its running on empty and the gas is running out. . .
I've decided that tonite is the night that i set love aside. . .
Full speed ahead this must be the place I've seen this once before. . .
Planned perfection sought in my dreams. . .
Hoping this could take you home. . .
~Underoath- - -Its dangerous business walking out your front door

Okay so why did i type that, no clue whatsoever really!
So wassup lately with my life? well not that anyone would really care but heh i feel somewhat committed to maintain this blog.
Alright so i've been workin at a lawfirm and im kinda interested in studin law. Sporting a black&white suit and struttin out of the high court is a natural HIGH i reckon. Pardon me but thats the way i feel. Being surrounded by professionals leaves me desperate to get my brain lock and loaded. As funny and surprising as it sounds, i wish i were studin, i miss school well perhaps the company more than the work but anyhow. . .

Many a times i find myself recollectin those fond memories in class. Short phrases of exclamations that carries with em deep and secret meanins that only Frenns of Frennn know abt, 'Cherp Cherp!'. . .I cant help but laugh. . .

How fast we grow up, just 3 months on and everyone's like goin places(maybe no the guys eh?) ahaha. . .ok this is goin no where!

For one thing though ADULT FARE sucks. . .

2006-01-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

Happy christmas and merry new year. Its been a while since i last blogged how lazy...
So anwy apart from bummin ard the house i've been...prepin myself for my job comin up on monday. After nearly 2 months of fun, im pretty much saturated with boredom, excitement, the whole leisurely works really so i cant wait to get started on my job. Thats pretty much it i guess...l8tr

2005-12-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

Its been abt 3 wks now since the As ended. Pretty good start i must say with a trip to genting with my clsmates. Sat on the coasters and stuff which i never dared before, so there made some progress on my daredevil spirit! And yes, prom was fun and all however i cant say the same for the preps made before it. My hate for shoppin has been affirmed ever since! And just over the past weekend i attend a vocation retreat at the seminary. It was enriching and stuff, a great insight into seminary life...to which i feel that im not cut out for. But then again who am i to say. God wills it, i'll take it.
Well as the days pass, the oohs and ahhs of the As being over has certainly worn off. Im beginnin to feel rather bored, empty, useless, a bum ard the house. Although theres so much time now, theres just ntg much to do. It would have been otherwise if not for the cancellation of my trip to australia. Oh wells chances are i'll be gg in feb! And before that i've got a job at a lawfirm as...i have no idea...a job...It starts on the 9th of Jan, till then i'll have to find some entertainment or just something to do, anything...

2005-11-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Finally the day which i've waited for so long. End of the bloody A levels. Cheers to that!
So begins my vacation, days of nothingness filled with random, spur-of-the-moment...stuff! ahaha.
i was jst wandering today by the pedestrain crossing outside Serangoon MRT. The damn button that you supposedly press so that you could cross the road is a scam. I think its jst a placebo effect, something that keeps you occupied while you get across. I mean its for impatient people, lk me, to press so as to think that, 'hey! im doing smtg!' Then you would expect the light to change instantly. Wrong! its a facade. It makes you look lk a damn fool really. But on the other, perhaps in light of promoting a healthy lifestyle, its a conspiracy at its best! MOH, the sports council and LTA have come up with this. While waiting to cross the road, lets at least exercise out fingers. So there, the govt does provide public goods that the free mkt wudnt have provide. Such as free exercise, and even more intense free exercise for the guys! So i say, the buttons a dud & this was written under the Influence. So cheers!

2005-10-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Today was a long tiring and eventful day. 2nd sis of mine tied the knot...
Well i jst got home from the dinner and it was all smiles, cheery eyed and bushy talied heh...But now when its all quiet and im left alone... I've jst only come to realise that my sis isnt coming home anymore. No more hearin her close her room-door late at nite. No more taking her nonsense. No more whispering and gossipin durin meals. No more sibling fren fren moments...Im feel lk crap! Whats more, the exams in 2wks . To add fuel to this shitty-ness, my nose. Gosh its always my nose, bloody zit the size of a crater of the moon(viewed frm earth), its there and it sucks!
Oh wells thats just abt it...

2005-10-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

schools out for good...yesterday was the last day.
The last time i'll ever sit in class with my classmates.
The last time i'll collect the keys. The last time i'll walk with jeremy and don to return em.
The last time we'll sit at the back of class after school, eatin instant 3-in-1 milo and justin chattin about stuff!
The last time that we'll enjoy our 1 period breaks and wish that our 1/2 hour breaks were longer.
The last time we'll wish that boring lessons would end quickly.
The last of many other simple things. But of which have left a very deep impression.
I'll cetainly miss em, the days that we all felt alive.

~Being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our lives~ In this diary--The Ataris

2005-09-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

How terrible does time fly. Weekend is almost over and schools in! Well not to complain that school is bad, just the work that follows it. So ive more or less settled into the same old 'new' place. The rooms rather small and claustrophobic but its cosy. Realised theres more things in this room than before i moved. Anyhow great evening out and im satisfied with this short-lived freedom. Evening was spent with the best of company, Ian. Had a quick drink and lotsa food. Coolstuff. And im once again proven that i cant have a drink too many, 1 is just about enough i think...But it was all good so im lookin forward to after the As.
Clean hands and a brand new cd. Cudnt go wrong there...

2005-09-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

Its my 1st day of fun since...i dont know...Well it just was.
Went out with the guys to play some LAN down at paradiz, its been a while since i last played but anyway i wasnt at all rusty. Thereafter I went for the final novena service for the svdp feast day. Im sorry my lord but i was right the priest was so d..r..a..g.g....y and L_____ongwinded. It jst amazing how many permutations he could come up with to put ONE message across. Hands down! But the Lord is good, Amen!
So after that, Ian, Justin and I head down to JK for some prata. But heck we decided to walk. It was certainly a 'journey' filled with our mindless stunts to catch the attention of unsuspecting bystanders. It was like a pilgrimage sort of...ahaha. And it was also the first i got a ride on the LRT. Interesting little cabins...too bad it only lasted for 1 stop. We were only to be confronted by a dark deserted path which seemed rather cliche, like something out of a horror flick. And finally after an hours walk or so...our reward prata and cold diluted beverages of teh ping and bandung...the milo was thick though! Thereafter another 20 minute walk back home. The final and last trek i will probably make down the valley of begonia road...
Im tired and grumpy...but thats alrite my hands are clean...Night!

2005-09-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

Prelims are over in just about 13 hrs...
No calls for kicking back and relaxin for abit. No not just yet. Thing is im moving back to the old place. Yes the walls which have been soaked with memories since the day i was born till the end of last yr. And im gonna soak it somemore. Heh! Think in the metaphorical sense.
Im trying to study for the last paper tomorrow, you know put up a final stand of sorts... but my attempts are futile. With this month's FHM on my desk, what are the odds anyway?!
So i was watchin Peter Pan on HBO by chance today and yea i share the same thoughts as Peter Pan: I want to be a boy forever and not grow up. And Wendy's just going against, i guess it does show that girls mature faster than guys yea?! It is fast growing up and its only these 2 years that i've realised it. Time flies no matter and frankly its not at all nice...If i had my way, i would want to be able to control time, stop it as and when i like it. That'll be my ideal world...but like everything else, it cannot be at all perfect.
Alright, sweet dreams to myself...

2005-09-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

This mornin jst after midnight. I had a brush with hotel security. Lets start from the beggining, i was just waitin outside the rooms of my uncle and and cousin. My parents and my uncle and aunt had some adult discussion, to which im not allowed in. And my cousin was on the phone so i didnt wanna disturb him. Well after 30mins or so, from the lift lobby, i could hear footsteps approaching. I knew it, that security would come some time soon. 3 Men approached...you would expect an armed guard or someone to be checkin but that wasnt to be. A guy in a suit, presumably the manager, a doorman/porter whichver and a security guy in some sort of hunting vest armed which a torch light and a walkie talkie. And after a brief explanation, they went off.
So what the hell? Thats security? No guns no baton not even a stick...Wats the manager and porter gna do anwy even if theres a potential criminal? "would you care to check in and leave ur suspicious package with us?" Alrite so that was pretty lame...but then again security should ought to have an intimidating look shouldnt it? At least scare the bugger or smtg...

So kill the drama...

2005-09-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

Its been a while as usual for my long over-dued blog, i just havent been up to the task of sitting my ass down to type...
Sad thing today cause we said our goodbyes to Alfred. It was a rather solemn yet 'happy'-like atmosphere at a kopitiam just off the flanks of AMK bus interchange. It was a sudden thing and i wasnt prepared for it but anyhow time didnt wait...All i could afford was just a simple lunch and a short exchange of words with my good bud.
Oh wells i guess saying goodbyes are part of life, so i've been affirmed again by someone and by today's event. It leaves me to pause, ponder before i pursue anything further. It makes me think, 'hey could we just take a breather from life and return to that moment of joy, comfort or just happy thoughts with out family/friends'. Im left to think that, "gosh that great moment, its lost forever and i'll never get it back". Its just sad really, knowin that all of this will pass one day and whatever joys we had, just wouldnt count for the final blow of anguish, sadness, lost, distraught...
I cant help but feel a sense of discomfort whenever i engage in happy moments in life...
But no man is an island, cliche it is but life it is too. Memories are the footprints of events we placed a foot in, in the puddle of life. The puddle that slowly evaporates into nothingness...

My lifes ending the day it started....

2005-08-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

Lifes a bitch. So tame it.
Ages since i last blogged and loads have occurred. Though i cant remember what. No matter, loads have occurred.
The past weeks have been a case of pre exam fever. Mock after mocks. This week was one of the hecti-est(if theres such a word). So i am definitely glad that its over. Thanks be to God.
The weather in my mind has certainly been like autumn in London. Why?, i ask. I dont know either. Theres just this piece of glass, splinter ,whatever, of a feelin stuck in my side somewhere.
As prelims draw near, the only consolation of it all would be good' ol football. And yes, its autumn in england. How appropriate...

I am tired shitz. 'please help'

2005-08-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

Its certainly been a while.
But then marginalising never seem to be the matter when marginalising...
Get the smilarity in their differences. I dont either. But im workin along their lines of thought.
Its just 6 more weeks to prelims and slightly less than 3 months to As.
& i dont feel so good. & i dont know why.
Losing something seems to gain you something back in a way. A good way at looking at it i guess. & so i think i've gain something from losing. wtf?!

2005-07-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

Le Chelle! So i screwed up my mids. So im a disappointment to my parents. So im messing up every single part of my miserable life. Its certainly dermoralising to know that when you've work so bloody hard for something and results just dont fucking show. Question is...'what am i doing with my life?'
I have been asking myself that now, ever so often, even before hearing my terrible results. Gosh what exactly have i been up to?! I have no idea as well...fuck...thats all i can really say right now. Frankly i just think that perhaps i've chosen the wrong path. Boy, a very long mistake made from where i started from. But then again i cant help but find comfort in friends...well not now lah...but yea...Im a real let down i reckon...

"Josh, what are you doing with your life?"~~~cherps

2005-07-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

The mids are over & its the weekend! Its been a rocking socks good time...Just plain hangin out everyday all-day!
Well right after math on thursday, we went to play at X square. Goshh...freaking good time man, bloody xbox so bloody addictive. Hmmm temptin temptin!!! Another thing this weekend is much catchin up with my good old guitar...been jammin to the sounds of silverstein and saves the day...major rockin of socks!
But no matter its back to work and back to muggin nxt wk, i hafta ride on the remains on my momentum gained durin the hols. Wells as usual cherp cherp!

2005-06-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

They're gone!
The holidays. They're gone!
So its back to school i guess. Well i had chemistry yesterday and it turned out to be rather horrid. So much for all that mugging in school which came out to nothing much. I reckon its the way i approached the subject...too much studin and too lil application... So its back to the garage to re-fine and re-tune my instrument of thoughts. No matter i was rather happy that i managed to answer the questions on electrochemistry as well as NMR(of which i wud lk to thank sits) So thank you.
Went back to school today to do some final touch up on my economics. Sad to say i am in abit of a fluster right now as always...Im scared shitz really...I dont wanna screw up after all the shit i've been through...
Well anyway i've realised although i've been conversing in english practically my entire life. Its jst horrible that i am still unable to converse properly...'thats means' my gosh...there mst be smtg tied to my tongue...its jst terrible!!! No more i'd say...screw it all but i will have a good command of english...For King and country! bahhhh i'll get straight to it right after the mids! cant bloody wait for it to end and im homefree for the weekend!!
Cherp cherp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Another week of June is gone! Its gone!
Much of the days this week was spent in the library with company consisting mostly of Jeremy. Plus the notes of course. ahaha. And as well as tuition...Gosh so i guess this is it. This routine is here to stay till the As come. Thats so bloody boring really. Oh wells, occasional R & R would definitely be welcomed.
Heh just lk Friday. Jamming session was splendid, tho most of the time was spent deciding on wat song to play and jst plain noise making. Ahaha. There was this funny moment, when jeremy, pfft, decided to play his guitar facin the amp. We got lotsa of feedback. Deafening ones really. ahaha...james, brandon and i were lk. .wtf. . and yea we were mostly lying on the floor by now. The ringing sound was just bloody piercing... Thinkin it was our guitars, we switched em off but our ears still rung. ahaha. 'its the mic' the mic'. finally. All thanx but no thanx in fact to jeremy for that ear piercin moment. But all was well thereeafter with 'encores' for Cut/E. And we managed to play a few songs for alfred. heh...So yea that was it i guess the highlight of my week.
And so it begins in abt 8 more hours, another same old week being spent in the doldrums again. Nasty little bugger of a life. Anwys cheers to Sz cornerz for the wonderful and dedicated performance at Victors on Monday. Tho we dint win but tts alrite. Actually no its not alrite..but due to some agreement its alrite. cherp cherp !

finally!

2005-06-04T14:21:00.000+08:00

Finally.
Finally i caught star wars. After 3 wks of procastinating, yes i've finally seen it together with Ian. ahaha. The movie was just great. Well for one, its twice as long as the usual movie, makin it worth each cent of $9.50. The movie had really good CGI...made me drool...phew..rocks socks.

I realised my brains very very very slow after yesterday's chem tution. Theres this RJ girl in it and she keeps askin questions which i wudnt know the answer to or i wudnt by any chance think of? LeChelle! Gosh..so yea i jst sat there tryin to sponge on everything shes sayin. Phew...nasty lil bugger...ahaha...Sianipootikskernator. Rather demoralising in my opinion. But oh wells, i'll stil keep to my pace of studin. In other words, CHERP CHERP! ahaha.

Anyways im gna crash for a bit, have a lil OTOT bowling trainin session latr at OCC. No where near the lanes at victors but cherp cherp lahh...i jst wanna bowl. Com's on Monday...rocks socks...!!!!!! Another place to emo. to scream. to shout. to let go. to get tt 'sexy' voice(lk someone). . ahaha. . .

Cherp cherp.

2005-06-01T17:46:00.000+08:00

30th May 2005.
Monday. Slightly blue but i was still alive. Anyway had school in the mornin and well it was kinda lk a mini battle. A battle to answer questions yehyea...to those few who understand yea i had to do it, i was tempted to! But rather it was due to weeks of jst sittin back and not doin anything that aggrevated it. That, 'hey it was time to show others were still alive'. So that went well i guess.
That night, we went over to Alfred's place for dinner. Rather fun but the real fun dint come till the booze turned up. phew and i was drunk...as in i wasnt laughin uncontrollably unlike previous occasions. Quote 'when chickens learn to swim, the ducks will catch worm'...ahaha...wadeva that means...loads of fun and enjoyment with the guys watchin Army Daze. Pft, to think im going for NS in just slightly less than 6 months is scary! Not to mention my medical check up's on the 21st of this month. Sianipootikskernator...i dont wanna grow up so fast...Cherps or no cherps!

So anyway that was a good start to the holidays, study break rather. The thought of the mid years is just daunting and not to mention the As. Josh my Gosh pull up ur socks! God help me...

whooohoo south zone nxt weekkk, ji...jit...jitters!

2005-05-28T17:47:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a rather fine day. Had GP in the morning...it was quite alrite except for my summary. skipped it and did my AQ 1st...but yea i still did it crappily. Cherps to it!

Anyway, went down with alfred and jkoh and the girls to watch Monster in law. Pfftt, actually we, referrin to jkoh and alf and me, were supposed to watch Star Wars. Bahhh, timing was jst screwed up. So yea had to settle with monster. Well it was alrite i reckon, some funny bits here and there tho i and jkoh kept laughin at bits when the cinema is totally shhhhhh. But cherp cherp.
Thereafter, we went down to Thomson plaza for some ice cream. It was free cos i had this coupon frm swensens and it was the last day to redeem it. Company there consisted of Alfred, Jeremy, Karris, Grace Tan and me. It was sure fun..ahaha...tho bad...cos it ended up being a major bitchin session. tKgrrrr guys do bitch! so much so that all of us were late for dinner back home. ahaha...fun shitz really!
Guess that was definitely the highlight of my wk...damn nxt wk or rather nxt month's jst terrible...Sianipootikskernator gotta study study study...Shitz.

2005-05-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

So its a good day in Europe especially for the English. Liverpool.....yehyea....against all odds really Got It Lahhh. ahaha. Yehyea Champions of football in all of europe. well done well done...well only because their English and i for one am a british citizen. So yea i guess my loyalties lie with em.
Gosh Gosh the weekend was jst terrible, things jst got out of hand really. I dont wanna say much abt it here but yea it sucked BIG time. I guess im jst coping with stuff, aint easy but this is life. Cherps to it really. A lesson that i've learnt much from. eh heh!
GP tmr, i feel bad not studin for it but i mean frankly wats there to lk study for? i aint being cocky buy serious serious.... So i did some maths and chem to jst comfort myself. ahaha. Sianipootikskernator....GOD help me....life ahead is tough....the months, the weeks, the days, the hours....Help help help.

From Hell

2005-05-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

Sad day in Wales . Sad Night here in Singapore.
Condolences go out to all Man U fans. The FA Cup shld have been ours after the tough battle the players fought. Pity that the verdict had to ruled by a penalty shoot out. Afterall the sweat and blood, damn its now diluted with tears.
Well im pissed off really. Carrol...new entry 'From Hell' as well as Reyes for this poor exhibition of sportsmanship at the last moment. Nasty lil bugger. Blimey....Sianipootikskernator....*sniff*

flyin discs and diving bodies

2005-05-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

Well well so the day that we had awaited in enthusiatic anticipitation has gone by just lk that. Or what Mr Ho would say, 'faster than i can say i love you ehhh'. So anwy we played frisbe and yea it was really really fun and extremely competitive. And yea alfred was jst diving abt, did a few rolls here and there abt the hockey pitch. I myself slipped a couple of times but yea no bodily harm. Coolstuff. So we were 4th place and, tho a bit disappointed but we all made pact before the game not to get all moody. But hey we were the champs for bball so yea a fairly good consolation and 4th place fer the class challenge so i'd say its a good day. And i walked away with my sun-soaked skin, very nice. Thereafter went down to, as usual, far east for lunch...Lechelle BK? ahaha. company was good so it dint matter. it was the boys day out of 2T29, Don, Jeremy, Alf and PS...yehyea rocks socks i dint wanna go home cos it was jst fun hangin with em guys. Oh wells cherished moments and memories they've become.
Anwy lately theres jst trouble trouble trouble, gosh not appt to blog abt it but yea its jst bloody terrible. Oh wells i guess GODs the eventual answer to it all. Sianipootikskernator!!!!!
And yea i kinda lost my voice back there with my screamin and shoutin...eh heh bugged the shitz out of some of the girls i reckon...but CHERP CHERP!!!!!!!!!!! Ciao-ternators!

Helena

2005-05-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

hey blog. so the rough week is over and im ready for even more roughness yet to come. Whatever the case yea!
Anwy had lane marshal duty on friday, pretty boring except for the occasional glances i took at the SR girls team....Cankle free...ahaha. The only excitin thing apart from that would be the raisin of my red flag to signal theres a problem. Other than that its jst lk taking an exam, sittin there...
Its been a really sluggish weekend and perhaps the only entertainment i got was from today's bowling at CSC and jst the couple of music videos i downloaded. And yea my current favourite is Helena by My chemical romance. ITs really cool and fun at how u can take smtg so morbid as a funeral and translate it into smtg rather...erm...fun....well watever the word is. The video rocks socks. Serious serious.
Well no more poems from me for now cos theres jst ntg thats ignitin the poetic fuel in me. So its CIAO!

set behind a blue backdrop

2005-05-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

Its been a very gloomy day now. Not just with the weather but some really sad news. I cant talk abt it here but yea i guess it has left small crater on me. Oh wells i guess it was just a matter of time, sooner or later. The weather certainly dint play a part in liftin up the mood. Been all rainy and all across the dark sky. As if it were to compliment the emotions that we all felt today.
Its just terrible i'd say. Pft.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Today's the day the sun was kept at bay.
A moment of time changed and moods swinged.
Broken was a part on our tightly knitted wings.
A scar it would remain. But only a scar.
A memory it would be these past times.
The days we flew high and bright, we remember.
For now lets just hope we can make it out alive.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

So its just a poem i wrote. Its only a poem. The feeling remains.

Mother's Day

2005-05-08T18:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all moms out there!
Gosh the weekends almost over. So anyway, the family today went out for lunch at Holland Village. Parking took forever but nonetheless we made it! Im just really stuffed right now. . .gosh really guilty yea i mean i didnt work much this wkend. ahaha. Oh wells...
There jst isnt much to blog abt right now...so...CIAO!

Untitled

2005-05-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

Its been almost a week since i could hear & its bloody good.
Anwy this week started with me jst catching some rashes due to some allergy. I have no idea wat I ate but no matter its clearing up. Just lately, i dont know why but i just feel sluggish, tired, slow and definitely our of reasons to motivate myself to study. Its just terrible the way this goes, i mean i do feel bad that i hadnt done much work but i always manage to just convince myself, 'hey thats alrite, you've got tmr'. Josh my Gosh, wat are u bloody doing? It jst seems uneasy to me and at times i just feel that the A levels are purely overrated. Hmmm but truth as everyone knows yea, its nothingof that sort. Put it across simply, i just have to change my attitude i guess. Theres jst that something in me i lack. And my gut tells me its *ahem* Oh gosh i certainly hope not yea then it'll be just terrible. . . perhaps its jst that feeling that i yearn or its just me being stupid about things. Whatever the case, change is in order i certainly hope. God be with me.
Anyway the following lyrics are just so app right now. . .

Silver Bullet Lyrics

~~~~

Tonight, we fly away so high.Our first full moon sky.

I'll breathe you in,

I won't let you down,

I won't hold your back,

I won't make a sound

I know what scared you the most.

Being Alone,

Just like them,

Being Alive,

Feeling so... DEAD.

at least you?ll have my... HEART.

You know you shine so bright.

~~~~

[Chorus]

Like a single Silver Bullet,Shot right through my heart.

To prove I can survive,Without you.

Got a single Silver Bullet,

Shot right through my heart.

To prove I can survive,Without you.

~~~~

Can you sleep at night,If I hold you tight.

I won't let you go,

It feels so right.

Please don't leave this... TIME.

at least you?ll have my... HEART.

You know you shine sooo bright.

~~~~

[Chorus]

& he can hear again!

2005-04-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

Well well. I can hear again finally. So i went to the docs this mornin at Gleneagles. Got hell of alot of water pumped into me ear. Really good feeling i must say. Eh heh. So yea that was that. Thank GOD!!! hmmm, so wat have i learnt from the past wk, it sucks to be deaf, gosh im more grateful fer me hearing now. And tnx to the ppl ard for constantly havin the need to repeat emselves. Tnx mints, ahaha, sry fer the trouble durin maths test, eh heh!!

Oh wells, thats jst abt it i guess. So yea....latr yall;)

title.

2005-04-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

i give you these roses now but i'm left in the thorns.
I'm still bloody deaf. But i'm begginnin to get used to it. ahaha. Its a tuesday but it feels lk a wednesday!
Pfft. So i have no idea wat to whine abot yehyea. How unusual and rare it seems my moods neutral. . .ahaha. Ok this blog entry is jst a minute advantage taken so as to occupy free internet memory space. I'm tired i guess. sorry.

Monday & quite blue.

2005-04-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

Its a monday. And i'm quite blue. Apart from the school uniform. My face as well.
My ear is still blocked. Thank GOD i got thru the day. Phew. Went to see the doc this mornin, got some ear drops and antibiotiks. So fingers x, i want my hearing back!
On a more serious note. well not tt my hearin aint serious, cant tink of any other conjunctions to use eh heh heh. So i didnt make it agn, for the bowling team. Oh wells cherp cherp. So very tired and i seriously seriously gta buck up on my studies. Need some motivation, suggestions pls?. . .
Hmmm, back to her. I wudnt 100% say shes gone. Shes just there but dormant she lays in my head. . . damn this hurts my ear and her, eh heh it rhymes now does it?. ahaha. . .So while i remain as goofy on the outside, i'm all poofy on the inside. Sianipootiks seriously.

"I hope you never fade away as you drip through my veins" The Transition H.H

Its the Weekend. Phew.

2005-04-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Well well i must say Thank GOD its the weekend. Nasty lil week it was in my opinion.
But i guess its jst smtg i'm kinda used to. And how my whining is lil cliche. But heck, its good to whine. eh heh heh.
Alrite so my previous entry was rather explicit. But hey i was angry and fed up. . .and its my BLOG. Cherp cherp!
Anwy yesterday was GP mock. So very slpy throughout the paper. Wrote an essay on: Is there any value in reality TV programmes? Heh quite alrite i reckon but marks to confirm my effors. Thereafter met Ian, had dinner at the quiet BK outlet at Millenia walk. A very good catchin up session. Then went down to adidas at City link, after some contemplation, got myself a new shoebag. Broke.
So anwy, been writing some poems now and then. I guess its jst the form and an outlet to jst make these horrible, terrible. .etc etc feelings disappear. Its difficult. A road i mst travel though...Shian...And i'm currently 1/2 deaf due to the blockage caused by wax. ahaha. Rather uncomfortable now, cant really play my guitar properly....the only object of my desire....eh heh.
Ciao.

Sianipootikskernator

2005-04-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

Fuck. Thats all i can say now. Serious. Fuck.
So i didnt make it into the team. Fuck.
So my life's in a downward spiral. Fuck.
Well tonite, went down fer trng at victor's. Pft. Screamed down at the football field at Marina. Felt good. Lost my Voice. But the feeling of shit is back. Fuck. Shian.
And so i failed at my 2nd day of withdrawal. Lord Please, i beg you. please. help.
I'm sry for the Fucks i wrote. Sry.

Silence In Black & White

2005-04-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

So yea, i'm tryin to get the momentum of bloggin as frequent as possible. Although i've got absolutely nothing to write abt.
Hmmm. . .had chem SPA today. . .was alrite cos i studied fer it. But not for the case of the Econs MCQ. Sianipootikskernator.
So today is my 1st day roughly, at my attempts of withdrawal. Difficult but yes, i'm determind. Painful?! yea. . .but oh wells . . .its jst a period of transition and change, so it comes with it i guess. Prayer helps now yea. Gosh lately i feel so shian-ded. LeChelle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lechelle!

2005-04-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

Its been a while. . .
Well nothing has changed has usual. Still here. The only thing has change is time. So its roughly another 8 months to NS, and 7 to As. Gosh scary thot now isnt it. Theres jst 2 things on my mind right now, Studies and her. hmmm i'd say its 40%-60% respectively. Terrible yea? i tink so too. It has to change. Poof. Yes i've tried but its harder everytime and i dont know why. Why? can someone answer me? Nasty....
So yea i've attained a bronze fer my PFT. Its not very good cos i need a silver!!! Pfttt. Its hard to live.
Sianipootikskernator! Josh my gosh u gta stop tinking abt it. . . her. . .rather. . .Le Chelle!!!

long overdue?

2005-04-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

hey blog. well its been a while yea?! ahaha. I dunno...i felt rather shian abt blogging. Besides there aint much happenin all usual stuff anwy. Common tests results were jst terrible... OOF man, wat the heckk?! worse i failed GP...i never fail GP. Bloody hell....Its time to regroup and really really get down to work. 'Get my pathetic life in check man!'. Lechelle!
Anwy, had tt nasty lil bugger of a wart on my left arm removed. A minor surgery which last 15 mins, not worth the bloody hr and 1/2 wait i reckon. Nonetheless it went well. The jab the doc gave jst numbed my arm...felt a lil drowsy right after tt yea...Sianipootiks!!! so bloody tired man...pfftt...
This feelin insides has got to stop. Serious. Its jst terrible. Gosh. God help me. Pls.

2 weeks on.

2005-03-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

Well its been 2 wks since my last entry. Dint haf tt drive or feel to update my blog. Jst shian.
Pft so 2 wks on and is tt feeling of misery gone? Noooo. Gosh well i'm coping with it much better now. Its become 2nd nature rather and funnily i enjoy it. Ahaha. Weird yea?! Anwys there jst ntg much to tok abt. Oh i did get selected fer the Sch's bowling team but its jst tentative. So fingers X-ed.

My minds in pieces and my amps blown. Seriously i reckon murphy's laws kinda true. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong. Fuck it.

cts are over and i'm still under. . .

2005-03-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yehyea Common Tests are over!!. . .it was rather fast in my opinion. Oh wells time fer the results i guess. Tt bit i reckon, the effecks wud last longer. . .and yea i need all the grace frm GOD i can get. Well its hard to say, becos i do feel that i've been drifting away from GOD. Thats jst terrible. I dunno why but yea tt feeling jst lingers. Anwy theres more to worry after CTs. Heh tough ones really & GOD is all whom i can trust. Hmmm...its mighty long so i wudnt type it all out;)
Gosh frankly i'm at a lost and music is my guide. Wtf does tt mean?! Well music such as emo helps at this moment in time really...the words are jst there fer me to act on or rather keep myself busy with. Not too sure abt tt either, gosh i'm makin no sense at all. Anwy in my deep thots lately, i've finally understood the meanin of being misunderstood as well as the inability and difficulty to read others. Wow! i say! Perhaps u guys readin this can jst take it as a pinch of salt, if anyone ever reads this blog. . .Its jst funny some times in life. . .its the irony of either not doing smtg or jst doing smtg tt screws up everything. I seriously tink everything in this entry is jst crappingly meaningful bullshit...eh?! ahaha. Sry mates my minds in a fuzz as usual, same old gripes and whines but different expressions...so yea jst bear with my language. Well theres jst ntg much to whine abt. . .so yea i'll jst give it a rest tonite.

"Tonite wont make a difference. Lets never talk abt this again becos i din want it to mean that much to me. . . "

fever. not literally but close.

2005-02-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

ello ello. Well well. . .i can truly say that this past wk has been really trying. ITs been cramm cramm cramm all they way i reckon. Although i feel that i've been pushin, its jst not hard enuff. Its been a week of choices and decisions. Tough ones sometimes. Shant go into deep detail. But my emotions suffer quite a bit. Well other choices were regardin study. Heh small issue u might tink? But with jst so lil time fer CTs, its rather tricky here. Hmmm, i aint really sure wat to write exactly tonite right here, my minds in a fluster you see. Lotsa stuff in it. Studies as well as some other thingy;) Gosh...i'm really really really looking forward to the nxt wkend, i really really really need a breather. Gta cut me hair. Shave i guess. ahaha. i get light headed then literally. And i cant wait fer my nxt date with MSN TI at the bowling alley. So in jst 12 hrs. . .or under 12 i'll be sittin fer GP. Din really prepare for it, but heh who does? seriously?

I can barely smile. & thats tt. Sry fer those who cant quite get my lingo in this entry. As i've oredi mentioned theres jst a thousand and 1 things in me brain...so yea its jst bursting with expressions. I cant slp. I dunt know why really. hmmm...doesnt make much sense now doesnt it. Heh...sry once agn. Jst terrible! Well i jst wanna put this week behind me. Worst week ever in 2005 i reckon...its jst terrible...May the nxt week be filled with blissful ignorance and subconscious superficiality(wadeva that means) LORD help me. & i can barely smile. . .

So thank GOD its Friday.

2005-02-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
So yes it is, The Lunar New Year has already passed. Another benchmark into the year. And its an indication that time toward the As are shortening. Time to get my act tgt and socks pulled up. Heh. Well anwy i managed to try out my new ball last nite and it was just wonderful. Gosh! so the problem has always been with the ball and not me! Scores were up...and i reckon with more conditioning i can do better. Its a steady start in my opinion. Or so i tink. I face suspension from bowling for which the reason i myself am not too sure off?! Why you may ask?! I seriously have no idea. And its a mighty long story with many details to which if it were written cud size up to an average novel. Heh! so i wudnt waste my fadin energy to type it all out. Just know that i'm the victim. Well sort of;)
So Common tests are nxt week and i am gonna have myself in shambles. Just terrible. My plans to prepare fer em tests arent goin as planned. Its jst laggin, everything. . .I jst got home frm nite study and well i sure hope it was time well spent. God help me!
My attempts at learning cantonese has been marred by teasing and unpleasent remarks. To the joy of my fellow cantonese speakin classmates, i'm the butt of their joke. So i cant speak it, i'm learnin aiiye...it takes time....Mo Tak Teng! heh! ahaha.
Anwys...its time to crash...study tmr...so yea...latr everyone

a bad day and a ball.

2005-02-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

hey there blog.
Another tough week over. And it'll just get tougher. Had 3 tests this wk. Flunk maths oredi. Heh.
Yesterday, Friday was jst a bad day. Terrible really! Jeremy and I kena nagged at by someone(not safe to mention names) ahaha. Wah fucking shian. . . for instance, i was told off fer jst momentarily looking at my nail. Heh Bastard! Well anwy, chilled out tt afternoon, afterall it was a friday. Chup Chup man! And yea jkoh and i discovered that the sch's coffee really perks you up. Ahaha. . .we were just 'high' all e way in the bus on e way fer trng. Ahaha. As usual jst the 2 of us makin noise. . .This seriously has to stop man. Went to chomps last nite after trng...quite shian now the food, only had hokkien mee...And yea ended the nite with peanut soup...tt jst abt it. . .

AND i'm pleased to say I've finally gotten a ball. After so much waiting....Phew....Columbia 300 Messenger Titanium. Nice chap at superbowl who drilled fer me. And heh wat a nice end to my saturday:) Tata...gta get to know my ball...

shian.

2005-02-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

so chinese new year holiday is over...how time flies?! Well anwy, the amount of ang pows collected was jst so-so i guess. And yes i hope to go choose my bowling ball today, hopefully...wat a long i say. Phew.

Well, anwy yesterday...it was back to school. 'Monday' blues i reckon. Attended mass in sch for Ash Wed, well it was supposed to be on Wed but the Archbishop pushed it to yesterday. So i had to fast and abstain yesterday. So i did. Well sort of. Ahaha. Had training last. It was so-so, lil ppl came fer it. And i wasnt performing. Plus it wasnt exactly a good day. I dunno why. *cough* *cough*....All i need is Prayer. . .

'I thought I wanted this'. . .

hmmm. i dunno!

2005-02-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY everyone.
Well its the season of eating eating eating and money money money. But its a lil quiet this year tho. Sadly.
Anwy yesterday, had potluck in sch. Food was just alrite, mostly snacks and munchies. Ntg really substantial for a meal but nonetheless it was all good. The performance was cliche, reminds me of mshs but heh it was good. Effort appreciated. So as planned, went down to far east with jkoh and alfred. Bought this TBS shirt, cost me 4/5 of my allowance. $40! But oh wells, new year!!!! After which hanged at scott's coffee bean. Drink was free. Got tt free drink coupon thing. So it tasted even better. Ahaha. JUN BANG( so much fer names Jkoh) Tok alot of Cok. ahaha. so it was time well wasted. Ahaha. enjoyed the moments then! Latr went to meet ian at church then lunch at a nearby coffeeshop. After tt hanged with ian at my place till dinner. Really bored, played with jenga blocks to build forts and all. Ahaha and micromachines!! Brings back memories. Dinner that nite was really really good. Had steamboat and bbq. Gosh ate lots of beef. Phew...Thereafter went fer an after-dinner walk to the nearby ma-ma shop with not so ma-ma pricing. Bought 2 cans of beer, phew. ahaha. And yea tt was jst abt my chinese new yr eve!

Today was alrite, went fer mass and then visited my grandmother's niche at holy trinity church, then went to my cousin's place. And pretty much it. Really hot day, slpt lots, ate lots....Tts jst terrible! Anwys, i'll enjoy the rest of my holiday....So latr everyone!!!

chinese new year.

2005-02-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

hello.
So i made it through the past wk. Phew. And tnk GOD for that.
Well i had a very boring weekend actually. Managed to study a lil. Changed my electric guitar string. And yea tts jst abt it i guess. Oh oh and the x-country last wed was alrite. I guess it was pretty much overrated. Heh! Completed it, well i did walk but yea. Ok lah! But it was all good.
Had bowling as usual, much better now with my new style. Dinner thereafter with Ian and Justin at Jln Kayu. PRATA!

Well so anwy, i can say tt i've been both mentally and emotionally drained the past wk. I wonder abt wat huhh? hmmm. ahaha. Anwy yea CNY eve tmr! gna get a t-shirt, just 1 only fer the new yr. Shian. ahaha. And i post this to yall. Wats the hardest thing abt dying? ;) Tag the ans.

Life?

2005-02-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

hey blog.
Gosh. Its jst abt mid way thru the wk and things are...as i've said...gettin stressful. Had religion and ethics today. We had to watch a video on abortion as well as listen to a talk. Although I've seen the video before. It didnt fail it making me quiver with disgust and fill my mind with thots of sadness and pain. How is it possible that us-Humans, God's creation, is able to do such a thing to our own kind, our own young. We're all God's gift and creation, made in his likeness. Its jst sad to see this happening..I cant help but post this question- Do we still consider ourselves humane? Killing a person is oredi bad enuff and not to mention a child, a foetus who has no ability to defend itself. Imagine that happenin to us...Imagine that we wont be able to do antg to stop the pain. Scary now isnt it?! Oh wells, I guess theres jst no easy way to purge all of this. Prayer is the only way. Pray that all of this will end. God have mercy on us all.

Well i jst discovered smtg really sad too. Read Hui Shan's blog...and yea i wont mention wat. But i feel very sad for her. I will just keep her and her family in my prayers. I hope GOD will always be there around her and guide her.

So today, had chem test. It was ok. Skipped 1 qn. Not expecting myself to do well anwy. so yea. Things are jst gettin so 'draggy', tough..and dense if you know wat i mean. Everything's gettin stale. I myself am facin some difficulties. Studies especially. As well as relationship matters. I jst wish as always, this wud pass. God help me. For the Lord is my sheperd, there is nothing i shall want. Tts jst abt it. so latr yall.

i wudnt know!

2005-01-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

well well. The weekend is finally here. Tough wk ever in 2005. And i reckon it wont be getting any easier in days to come. Next wk is just as pack with activities as well as tests. Theres gna be a chem test on Tues, X-Country Run on Wed. Stupid i was to sign up fer competitive, 5.2km. And friday chem test, on SPA skill A. Phew...GOD be with me. Well so i flunk my 1st test ever in 2005. Maths tt is, had an 8.5/20 fer it. I did manage to pass econs...tho i din study. Ahaha, Tnk GOD! 16/30 phew.... ahaha.

So anwy, yesterday had bowlin trainin as usual. Changed my style quite a bit. And results were just fine, a few strikes here and there. Just need to keep up with consistency. Right after bowling, we went, as planned, to chomp chomp. Took lk an hr to get there. By which it was oredi 9pm b4 we started eating. And fer $10, gosh i ate lots. Pork porridge, fried oyster, roti john, sugar cane and a desert. Yummy! Was really really full thereafter. Finished ard 11, reached home at 11.30....Crashed an hr later...ZZzzZZ

Today, went fer CIP down at orchard. Sold flags fer some family service. Spotted a few pretty-good-looking girls down there. Together with jeremy. Ahaha. Some joker came up to me and said he donated oredi and asked me to ask Lee Kuan Yew to donate. WTF? 'he got alot of money' he said. Ahaha, i wud certainly if i had his number. Jokes aside, it was just terrible. Stood ard fer abt 2hrs, and money collected was just pathetic. Oh wells! So most of the time, jeremy and i displaced and relocate ourselves ard the area. ahaha...went to far east...pacific plaza...pretty much up and down the street. Tired legs thereafter. After which, met up with alfred, his bud Choon Yeh and Peh Siang to go watch a movie. Fighter in the Wind tt is! Cool movie i tink. I just tink that the Korean Language is coool....ahaha. The girl that starred in it was just so pretty and cute. Gosh...:) Action scenes were really nice and i recommend the movie to yall to watch.

So anwy, tts jst abt 1/2 my wkend gone. Now its back to study study study. Latr!

mix feeelings, and soured up brownies

2005-01-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

BAD day ever i reckon.
Ok jst b4 i vent my rage and frustration. I jst wanna say, wadeva tt i'm gna say is jst my feelings and it isnt personal(cliche but yea). SO anwy, today had a gr8t begging. Attended mass for the 1st time in CJ. all tnx to tiffany, and GOD. . so conincidental tt i saw her and yea. .guess GOD was workin and so i went fer mass. SO yea thot woah, GOD in the morning, mst be a cool day ahead. Far from it.
It was all tnx to the brownie. So i went out of cls to lay some bricks yea. Comin back, hopin tt i can eat it cos i was really really famished and all. But it was lk gone. So yea this isnt the 1st time tt things had gone missing. Wtf, i got really frustrated lah, i know ppl haf taken my stuff jst to trick me. But man, my food? hungry and piss dun go well. (get to know me). So i got really really fed up, was lk, 'Wtf wtf? who F-ing took my brownie" Soon had to go fer lect, by then i cudnt give a F anymore, was lk coolin down in the lect. Den, lets jst name this person as A. (no names mentioned) So yea as i was lk coolin down and stuff, hittin my table...suddenly came, 'stop shakin lah' Piss i was, retaliation i did. i replied,'wats ur prob?' and then the argument started. More piss i was. So yea...theres jst this barrier, a grudge...so i reckon its gna take time. But right now i jst dun give a F!
And frm this, i reckon i've develop a stigma fer brownies. Once sweet tastin yet a bitter after taste. Tts jst terrible i'd say! GOD help me.....
So anwy, had trng tonite, changed my style and all. So yea it wasnt entirely good. But i'll be workin on it. Coupled with today's episode. Tough, And yea currently listenin to Senses Fail. GOSH the lyrics are so meaningful at this moment in time.
Senses Fail, Choke on this: "I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself"
Senses Fail, One Eight Seven:
"You Ripped my Heart out, You tore my Eyes out, now ur gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time. I'll eat ur Heart out. So you feel my pain.
I wanna kill you, I wanna kill you, Now i'm insane!!!!!!!"

another wkend gone

2005-01-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

Gosh. Time Flies as I always say. Yet another weekend gone, the 3rd one i tink fer 2005. Jan's comin to an end. My time b4 Ns has yet decrease. Scary thot now isnt it?! So much fer this long wkend when i reckon i din do much. Did some maths, chem and a lil bit of econs. At this rate, it'll be only and always, God's grace that i make it at the end. Stress is really accumulating, with every pass day and pass moment.

Yesterday, had my 1st tuition lesson this year, with Jan. Oh wells, its back to routines i guess, being the last yr of confomity-studies. ahaha. I'll hang in there!

So today, usual day....church...lunch...home. Went jogging this evening with Ian. It was jst terrible. Died out as soon as we reach the the church. Off-form today....Oh wells, theres always PE tmr. ahaha.

I've been really really troubled lately. Mainly over studies. Its lk so hard to focus. Plus some teachers are jst, i dunno, they're attitude jst sucks. The thot of jst not giving a damn is really tempting. Mayb i shld. But yea only toward em, not to my studies. Its abt time, really that i shld get down to some serious mugging. Everyone ard me seems to be at it. GOD help me.....

ok.

2005-01-21T15:16:00.000+08:00

hey there blog.
Well its the public holiday and i'm chilling. Had mass PE yesterday, ran 10mins fer 1.6km, which is quite cool. Finally after 3 wks. Hmmm Tnk GOD. Supposed to watch a movie with jkoh, but yea. he tu-ed fer too long and i lost the urge to watch a movie. So ended up playin some bball. And yea intended to go to Jln Kayu fer prata, but yea some fire broke up. Ended up goin to orchard just fer BK. Tgt with Ian and Justin. And yea...tts jst abt as much fun i had in this wk. Tough life. Stressed out really. Pooof. GOD HELP ME.

Econs, Jog and A victory.

2005-01-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

hello there blog.
WEll well, i did manage to do some work today, Econs tt is. Copied some notes. And yea tts abt it. Got my hair cut at the usual malay barber at Serangoon Gardens. Feelin rather light-headed now;) This evenin went joggin with Ian. Quite a long one i'd say, and well i wasnt tired enuff so ran back and forth. ahaha. And latr this evenin, a superb end to the day. A victory to Singapore for defeatin Indonesia. WEll well, finally i say...3 cheers fer em. So tts its to my 3rd wkend in 2005. G-nite;)

Funny accents, Cds and lost voices.

2005-01-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

hey blog.
I've lost my voice. Probably becos i was tryin to mimic the singing of senses fail or either i've been speakin in different accents. Gosh! but i reckon my voice does sound a lil sexy. heh! Had trainin last nite, only got home at 11. Only crashed at 12.30. I really need to do work man, but i jst dun haf tt drive. why? i wudnt noe. i need some motivation man. GOD help me, as i always say.
Hah, i managed to get 3 albums frm jeremy to rip. In Xchange i lent him my taking back sundays. The trio consists of The Used, Yellowcard & The Ataris. Yehyea. Anwys its abt time i start working. Latr blog!

Gosh?!

2005-01-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

hey there blog!
Well its been a rather fast-passing week. Man time flies no matter wat now i reckon! Ok mayb sometimes time does stretch. Ahaha. So its the 2nd week of school. Had my 1st bowling training last nite...ended really really late lk 8 smtg. And by the time i got home it was abt 10. Cudnt tahan so yea had to crash!
Den today, I had mass PE. Shian i didnt make the 10min mark to join the majority in doing the regular exercise(mayb its good). So had to lk join the not-so-fit ppl. After runnin 1.6km, we had to run another additional 1500m...Legs were jelly thereafter. Perhaps partly i wore the wrong shoes. Wore my converse pair...rather than my adidas sports. Oh wells my fault i guess. Tts jst abt as exciting my life gets. So yea....au revoir...

1st weekend of 2005

2005-01-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

hey. . .Well as u can see frm the title. . yes it is and its a welcomed one. School was tiring, had to get use to gettin up early, further more the workload that is due to or is piling up. So yea GOD help me. Today was alrite...went to watch this lame movie with William Hung acting in it. Gosh really boring shitz... zZZz! The highlight i reckon wud be the defeat of Indonesia by Singapore in the 1st leg of the finals. Coolstuff. Right on Singapore, for once proven me wrong. Heh i actually thot they'd lose.

Yesterday was the J-1s cca day. Quite a number of em...yea and quite a few signed up fer bowling. And just got informed that the fees for bowling are gna increase....Sian....And bowlings on wed and fri, 6 to 8pm. Haiz...And i'm tinking of going fer SYF guitar...But i hafta check my schedules and all...Oh wells...i'd better slp, a luxury i need to take advantage of considering my upcomin days.... Well i say agn i say agn ar, heh. . .yea GOD help me. Latr man!

so late

2005-01-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

hey blog. I'm tired. Had mass PE today. Quite shiong really cos i hafen exercised in wks. So yea i need some toughening up. Gosh. I'm slpy but why am i still up? Poof, gta help ms ang print some posters. Gosh......another 30mins! *yawns*Nite

Skools In

2005-01-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

hey there blog.
Tired lk shit man. Wah and its only been 3 days in school lah. Well theres been many changes, the canteen fer eg. Food is alrite but really expensive now. The PE shirts have been changed, its much better now, light and does not tend to stink. So yea had my height and weight taken today, grew by 1 cm and lost 1 kg. ahaha. 177 cm and 74 kg, still abit heavy lah but heh. I'll take care of it. Mass PE tmr, Sian man. Well i'm pooped so yea nite!

18

2005-01-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey there blog. Just 1 more hr to go b4 my bday ends. Heh it was fun. Had ian over as well as my sis' bf for dinner. It was nice...Steamboat and bbq. Really really full now. I'm tipsy now...had some vodka and cider. Sch's tmr, cant wait to go back. heh...Anwys gna crash now. l8tr

New year!

2005-01-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

hey blog.
Well well its been 6 months since i started blogging. heh, so its 2005 now aint it. And jst as well a new start to my year being 18. cool huh? Tnk God this yr 3rd Jan's the 1st day of sch and not the usual 2nd! Well today, i exercised my right of buyin alcohol. So i bought some vodka. ahaha...and the guy dint even frisk me. Gosh its scary now isnt it. I get the jitters now and then whenever i tink of my age. i mean gosh 1 more yr till NS. Man, it jst gives me the shudders. Poof. And A levels this yr, no joke and no fun. guess i'm gna be really dull this yr. Darkness shall fall over my nxt 3 yrs. God help me.

Yesterday was cool or rather new yr/new yrs eve....Went fer a chalet at Costa Sands. The place was really so-so. But the company made up fer the lack in facilities as well as ambience. It consisted of the legion of mary erm. . .frm various schs. Really fun bunch. Food was excellent, mianly bbq-ed. There was various chicken chops, beef, prawns as well as the usual hot dogs. Hotstuff cannot bluff. I was really stuffed.... So to get into the mood of celebration, i got drunk....fer a while...heh. Stayed up till really late, played some games and chat lots. It was a really good time.

So its the 1st day of sch tmr. lookin 4ward! Lord help me. Amen.

tiring. .

2004-12-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

hey there blog. Today went playin some bball with justin and some cl ppl. It was fun. . .and yes very tiring since i hafen exercised in a long time. B4 that went to watch Kung Fu Hustle with mom, it was funny yet stupid lah. Just keep ur mind free of all logic and reasonin when u watch it;)
So anwy xmas was rather quiet as i've mentioned. I got this electric toothbrush frm my sis. Hafen used it yet. . .heh mayb i shld try. So its been a wk since i returned frm sydney. Man, i miss the place and yea cousins. . . So fast! Jst a yr more to go and there goes my freedom. It jst scares me that i've gtg fer NS. Its not the trng but the time spent away frm home. I'll get homesick fer sure. I need to start praying. As of always GOD will lead me thru it. For the lord is my sheperd there is nothing i shall want. . .Anwys i might just slp early tonite.

WAT!?!!?!?!?!?!!?

2004-12-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hey merry xmas Blog. Well this xmas is certainly rather quiet. hmmm. Oh wells gta make the best of it. . .xmas comes but once a yr! ok seriously i'm bored and i dunno why i'm blogging. Ok today went out fer buffet lunch at some hotel. Food was alrite. I'm STUFFED.....I guess the highlight of my day wud be my early bday present. WOAH! It was rather unexpected. . .cos i've always wanted to replace my radio with a mini hi-fi. And well wat do u noe. .asked my dad and he jst said lets go take a look. And 10mins l8tr i'm carryin the heavy thingy to the car. TNX lots!

Well so its xmas day. I hafen done antg really tt nice. mayb i did cant remember. So yea....erm i wish everyone a merry xmas. And yes i still miss my cousins. Bless em all. . .and yall too. Tnk GOD fer Xmas. . .its afterall his Bday. Perhaps we shld stop fer a moment and think abt him. ;) Anwys cheerios!

bored.

2004-12-24T15:22:00.001+08:00

G-day blog.
Poof, kinda tired today. . .i reckon i'm still running on aussie time. its 6.23pm Aussie time now. And i jst ate lunch. hmmmm.....ahaha.....Well tell u the truth my spirits haf not been high ever since my return. I miss my cousins dearly. Gosh wish i cud see em agn. . .sooon. . .Poof. I need smtg to occupy myself so i wudnt tink to much. Damnnnnn . .. Well merry xmas yall. . . .

bored.

2004-12-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

farewell sydney.

2004-12-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

hey there blog.
Well jst 12 days on frm my last entry. I'm back. Sadly, really. Gosh time really does fly when ur havin so much fun. *sniff* and its back to a cruel reality of school. Sad! Well time to reminisce the times not so long ago. Well sydney was really fun, but the bit that made it the most enjoyable was the Company i spent with. Rellos as they call it short fer relatives. Yeap i enjoyed my stay with my uncle and definitely my cousins! so most of the time i spent my time with my dad's-side-cousins. Well, in my family, it is a custom fer each generation of boys to share the same 1st name/word of the chinese name. So fer me, my name is Shen Wei, and Shen is the common word. So yea the guys in my generation haf shen. So my cousins name, in the order of age(oldest to youngest) Shen Ming & Shen Yen. Well i haf plenty of other cousins but yea dun tink i've met all of em. And funny thing is my female cousins haf Wei as the common name. Heh so yea my name has smtg in common with both the guys and the gals. coolstuff yea?!. . nvm... But on some days, i visited my mom's-side rellos tho. They were surely a fun bunch to hang with. Jst last sat was my last visit to em for my trip. Well my mom's-side-cousins consists of cheryl, andrew and matthew(respective order of descendin ages) We went fer a buffet at some asian restaurent, i reckon it was the meal tt reminded me of home. heh i did get sick of the food there! So yea tt day was really nice, we din do antg tt special jst hanged tgt, played some UNO and monopoly. ahaha...boring u may think but yea i enjoyed it lots! Then tt nite we took lotsa pics....coolstuff! Yehyea took way more fotos for this trip than last yr!

On sunday, we went to church and all. and then headed to the city fer some breakfast. And shortly after we went home. It was a bloooody hot day. I woke up frm my nap with my hair all soaked with sweat. So yea i cudnt slp no more jst bummed ard! latr tt evening went out with shen yen and mom to Lilian's church gathering. Cooolstuff. I met some priests, jokers they are. heh...there was P & W and reconciliation. 1st time i ever done my confession in a foreign land. durin P & W, Lilian played the drums. Coolstuff man....the drummers fer tt nite were all girls. Wat the heckk. ahaha. Tried to learn, but yea i dint wanna frustrate lilian so yea i gave up after 5 mins. ahaha. So yea tt nite was cool, shen yen intro-ed me to some ppl, mostly asians. Helped packed up and reached home jst after 12. Thereafter ended the nite with a good chat with shen yen. Fun stuff!

Monday, went out with wei shin to the aquarium. Tnk GOD the tix were free. so ex to get in...and there wasnt much to see. reckon spore's underwater world is still the best. ahaha but yea it was alrite. There after had lunch at Darling Harbour. And then we caught National Treasure. It was rather expensive, $27 fer 2 of us. Poof! Nonetheless it was quite an entertainin movie. So yea tt was it fer the day.....

Tuesday~~~ Did some last minute shopping in town. Bought a quiksilver shirt fer dinner that nite. Had some dim sum and Pancakes on The Rocks fer tea. Latr tt nite had dinner and this very nice chinese restaurant---Ying's Restaurant in Crows Nest, North Sydney. Food was jst gre8t, company was better. There i was presented with my presents tt my cousins bought fer me, adidas shirts. Nice stuff....Tnx! yehyea. ahaha.

Wed----My last day, *sniff* went down to burwood(jst nearby) to get fruits, some mangoes and cherries. Really really hot day, took a bloody long time to get a ride back home. waited fer abt 45mins fer the bus/taxi. So finally we caught the bus but we missed a stopped. so we dropped at the station and took a cab instead. Oh wells. Did the packing and then lunch with both uncles and fellow cousins.... oh wells, anwys yea reached the aiport, took some fotos, chat chat. . . and yea plane ride!

so yea.....it was a great holiday and wish i was still there...but yea i'll remember this special vacation with memories and fotos!. . .ahaha. . Oh wells, yeap tts the story. L8tr!

days downunder

2004-12-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

hey blogg. . . wassup. Well currently here down under in Sydney. Fun stuff mostly. Did some shopping and hanged with my cousins. . .all 7 of em. Coolstuff cannot bluff. Heh i jst put up the xmas tree with Wei Shin. Its lk 1.20am here, gosh time really flies its been a wk since i got here. Poof....gta slow down there man....Arggg and the thot of jst gettin back to spore really puts me down and out. Gta get back to routines and all. Its jst SHIAN, wish i cud stay here longer. Oh wells...perhaps in future i might jst migrate here. Heh you never know! Well yeap tts me here in australia...so yea...see yall!g-nite

Just another religious camp?!. . .i dun think so....

2004-12-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

hey blog! Jst got back today frm my CIP. yehyea. .all 41 hrs of pain and sweat. Well jst kiddin really. It was definitely the most enjoyable CIP i've ever done. Well fingers crossed, i sure hope its valid. Well anwy nonetheless i enjoyed myself. It was a camp put up by Legion of Mary(chinese) So actually fer me it was sort of lk a last minute thing cos i only knew of this lk last wk. Tnk GOD really. So i went there. . .to play some music on my guitar. I was really nervous at 1st, had all the symptoms of it, nausea, butterflies-in-stomach, heavy breathing. . .etc etc. But yea b4 i played for every session i said a lil prayer. And yehyea God is Gr8t. I went thru every single one of the sessions without a glich. Coolstuff huh? Jst look at how powerful prayer can be....;) I'm really glad i went for this cos i met many new frens....it was sure fun and exciting. I jst wanna say a big thnx to all of yall. . .yehyea!
And....yea i left in the midst of the fun cos i'll be flyin off to Sydney in just under 7 hrs. at 0100hrs. Gosh how time flies when ur having fun. anwys i'll try ta blog i guess...l8tr!

A week in a flash.

2004-11-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

hey there blog. so yea...well today went to ian's place to practice the songs fer tmr's camp. Easy stuff really but played with great emotions & that makes all the difference. For the lord is my sheperd there is nothing i shall want. I offer up my talents and i certainly hope i do well with em. Heh not to mention i get CIP hrs. coolstufff. ahaha.
Alrite so yesterday went out shopping. Had intended to get wei chih's and wei shin's(cousins frm australia) but heh my sister had bought it oredi. So yea, instead of wastin time, went buyin stuff fer my nieces and nephew. Well my mom actually. ahaha. I did get some stuff tho. A teenage mutant ninja turtle toy figurine. ahaha. nuts u may say but heh it brings back lotsa sweet and fun memories rite. Anwy i bought 1, michealangelo. the orange one. its fer display btw tho i'm fidgeting with it right now. Oh and yea sunday was tiffany's bday, so yea.. . happy- be-lated bday agn. heh. 17. .still so young. gosh and in a month i'm 18. . so old...well gna be a MAN soon. And hey i can learn to drive, buy alcohol etc etc. coolstuff.
Poof, tmr is gna be rather rush, trainin in the mornin at victors, den gta rush home to gather my stuff and head to bedok fer camp. and then on friday, leave camp go airport. . fly away. 'Singapore girl. . .Wat a great way to fly' .....lookin forward to the trip. and yea plenty of packin to be done, heh lotsa stuff. And today had to go run errands fer my aunt, buyin all the stuff which they cant get down under.
Anwys, i'll try to blog when i'm over there. Yeap tts jst abt me. so yea G-day mates. Cheerios!

Church bells and Weddings

2004-11-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

hey blogg, Well today was a special day. . Julius' & Agnes' Wedding. It was cool, got me into the mood of gettin married. Ahaha. . .tts jst in 10 yrs perhaps, i hope its the vocation for me. But den agn i guess its all up to GOD. Anwys, it was all cool, took pics tgt with CL Youth. Food was good but company better. Met up with old frens and all. But hmmm, it was uneasy fer me i mean its weird after months and months of silence, we all start to chatter up lk we got tgt everyday. And becos its been a long time since i've got tgt with em, I certainly felt a sense of alienation. But hell, Ian was there, heh so yea...hanged with him. Caught up with Sera, Moses, Daniel frm tution, and most of all Julius and Agnes. Was really tired after everything..woke up so early..gosh. phew. went home thereafter and CRASHED.
And all b4 this, yesterday or rather last nite. I went fer CL well to do the video we put tgt for julius' gift. I acted as an On-Sight reporter and intervied Jaime. And Ian was the VJ. Funny stuff and had lotsa fun taking part in it. I cudnt help but feel as if i were part of CL once agn. And addin to tt, i suddenly feel lk re-joinin em. Gosh the meetin last nite did bring back memories. Well we'll see, i mean i had intended to join YPM and i still do. Mayb after i return frm my aussie trip. And so here i am caught in the middle, CL or YPM. hmmm, tough choice. oh wells GOD is there. so yea....its all up to you Big Guy. tts it frm me reportin out.

erm. . . ?! cant tink of a title

2004-11-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

hey blogg.
Alrite yesterday had sushi agn at sakae with iggy and justin. Ate lots this time....ordered lots of tt fried scallop....yehyea nice stuff. And then walked ard bump into nicholas and maryanne. yehyea tts abt it for my yesterday. Oh yea and there was trng b4 tt. So much for puntuality when mr ho who was supposed to come and 11.45am strolled in at an 'early' 2.45pm. Phew....i mean wat the heckk lah. Well yesterday was the 1st time i use the ball for trng ever since it got re-plugged. yea i need some fine tuning myself really. God help me!
Den today was really busy. Had to go collect my british passport frm British High Com. It was fast, den had to go to Singapore Immigration to get a re-entry stamp for it. Spoke to the officer regardin the laws on my soon-to-come decision on my citizenship for which i hafta renounce either my british or my singapore. Heh tough one. Well not really. ;) Spent abt an hr there. Went lunchin at paragon fer some xiao long pao. Gosh sat behind the table of Joe Augustine and some Mediacorp artists. Plus my gosh the ever so hot Steph Song. phew man....the soup in my xiao long pao was lk ice water compared to the sight of her. phew man....*sizzles* *sizzles*
Den this evenin to cool off frm the afternoon 'tannn', a cool swim and Chinese Swimming Club to end it all. Tgt with gr8t company, Ian and Justin. And here i am blogging. Oh a note. go listen to Too Far Gone by The All-American Rejects. Nite.

Creative: cover up or good costumer service?

2004-11-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

hey there blog.
Cool weekend i mst say. ahaha. yesterday i went down to creative at jurong intendin to get my mp3 player fixed. But gosh, they gave me a new one. So nice of em. But heh funny thing the guy knew the problem even b4 i told him. hmmmm sounds rather fishy, perhaps it was faulty all along and they wanted to cover up by jst lettin the costumers return em players and jst give em a new one. hmmmm, smtgs we'll nv know. But i know i was pleased yesterday. Besides fixin, there was oso this warehse sale at creative. Gosh, it was painful and depressin for me as it was fer Justin. ahaha. Everything jst looked so good. . .man!!! Well i did get myself a pair of noise cancelling headphones which go along with my new player. ahaha. . .the sound jst rox really, hotstuff cannot bluff! And it was on sale, $49 instead of $80 i tink. heh, good buy i mst say. ahaha. Tt jst totally made my day! oh oh, and i jst realised tt hey hey is the opposite spelling of Yeh Yeh. hmmm, all tnx to teresa. ahaha. . .funny stuff. Things that u learn. . gosh. Last nite went bowling with justin at OCC, lousy shitz, me tt is. ahaha. But hey i was bowlin with the hse ball, it cud barely hook lah. okok i suck! Oh and yea finally got smtg to do. ..gna play fer Ian's retreat or smtg. coolstuff, 1 night onlY!!!!! ahaha. . .tgt with justin, and free food and lodgin how cools tt!
Today was rather dull, but i needed the break frm the tough wk i oredi went thru. Jst went to church, lunch at Srgn Gdns and a hair cut at my new found barber. My 3rd vist to him in lk 2months, heh, friendly guy with good cuttin skills. ahaha. Well i reckon tt i'd keep my hair short for my trip to australia in 2 wks time. Since its summer there, its good to keep my head cool. heh! WEll anwys, tts jst abt my wkend. .. so yea. . l8tr yall

serious fun and serious thots

2004-11-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

hey there blog.
Gosh yet another wk is comin to an end. times movin so bloody fast. MAN! gna be 18 sonn heh. ..tts lk so old really. I'm still a boy stuck in this outfit here!!! i dun wanna grow up so fast. poof!!! Well. .this wk i'm ponderin over the word friends. hmmm, wat does it exactly mean really? In the dic. it says: supporter, helper. . . but really will my so called fren help in my times of need. I guess in life, the ugly side of it, ppl jst gta be superficial so as to get ahead. But tt really sucks in my opinion. Its so fake. These past days the lines tt go through my head are lk, " fake, superficial, hypocritical. . gosh... is tt bad i wonder? No matter how hard i try, treatin ppl nicely, eventually i dunno whether tt'll work out fer me havin a good frenship?! so fer now, i guess good frens are hard to come by and few in numbers. To date i reckon, no names mention but its pretty obvious, i reckon i've got only 1, and only 1 really really good buddy. i mean tt really sucks! but heh i'm oso thankful fer knowin him. Tnk God. hmmm, well enuff of this depressing topic!
Today had lunch with part of 1T29, Alf, don, Jkoh, karris, YY, Bei Xuan. . erm. . .And alf's bros sebestian and choon yeh. . .and it was good. Had sushi which was rather filling. For a while tt is. thereafter went to play some pool.
And this evenin went fer CL....well....jst drop in to do some speech fer Julius' weddin...comin soon nxt sat! Met some old frens. .. spoke to nicole after a long time. Gosh everyones growin! pooof and yea went jalan kayu fer prata with justin. Bloody hell walked in the rain. ahaha, and here i am ponderin abt LIFE.
hmmmmm FRIENDS?!

drunk. sober. hmmm

2004-11-14T23:55:00.001+08:00

hey blog. woah. .yesterday was jst terribly cool yet...bad. Well had a cls bbq at Mint's condo at Simei. heh, food was great so was the company. Well the company was good....except perhaps fer mr ho. Gosh! he was lk tokin to Jkoh fer lk 1hr plus?. had to do smtg to save him so i joined in. I tink he spoke to me fer abt 45 mins. phew. . .thereafter he left. ahaha. And then we started drinking. phew. I tink i drank 1 too many. vodka was on the menu and it was sure potent. By my third cup i was oredi in. . .well lets jst say not really there in person. heh cant really remember exactly wat i did, only a singing bit. tts it i tink?!. . .hmmm. Yeh phew well i had to sober up if not no one wud take the mrt wid me. heh had grace, jkoh, YY and meixin fer company tho. ahaha. . Jkoh was lk gone in the train...slpt thru-out. ahaha.... And yea i was finally awake in the train so tt was cool. ahaha. Sent grace home and yea....told her not to mention antg abt drinkin in front of me parents. But heck they knew, they cud whiff the smell...so i was busted.. well not really surprisingly din kena antg. TNK GOD!!!!! well tts it...had a sloght headache jst b4 i slpt. so tts abt it. . . nite

suprising news!

2004-11-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

yo yo. blog.
woah, today ar. . amazing... the HO actually told don to tell me tt he put in Team B fer bowling. hmmm, shld i be glad or sad. hey tt rhymes. ahaha, mst be kena influence by teresa, kept rhyming food with good and stuff lk tt. ahaha. well anywhoo. . .ar wells perhaps i shld give it a shot. but haiz feel damn bad lah me gettin in and jkoh not. Afterall hes a better bowler than i'm. Poof man.
Today, major pigging out. seriously. no kidding. Had seoul gdn, sat there fer lk 3 hrs plus?. yeh whacked the beef. hotstuff really. ahaha. Went down with Ian, Justin and Just's fren Kirk. Who kena jack frm us. Turkish ice, yall gta try! ahaha. dun ask why. (heh rhymes agn, bahhh) and this morning met up with my chem project grpmates at bishan to discuss project. Shian lah and i dint do much lah. had a cup of hot vanilla. Tasty! den played some pool, played against Grace and Alfred. i did not too bad lah i tink, considerin i nv play fer so long. won both of em once. tts not bad! anwys tired, nite. latr

the usual jazzz

2004-11-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

hey blog. Shian as usual. today went fer bowling...kena frm HO agn. I jst shake my thumb in pain den say wat...look at those girls frm Sports sch bowl so well nv say hand pain. But i mean wtf?....they are in sports sch leh...tts why....dun tok so much lah you oso injured ur arm... but oh wells i guess as much i nv got into the sch team. Anwys i haf decided not to brood over it and move on. Perhaps i'll join Taekwondo and complete it to get my black or if its alrite i'll join tennis. Today after bowling went chomps. Had lk stingray and stuff. Company consisted of ian, Jkoh and Don. it was all well....ahaha. ate lots i guess and the desert was good. beancurd with yam. not bad. nice stuff. So shian...this whole is ntg but eat eat eat. tml buffet i guess. fri-lunch. sat-cls bbq. Sunday break. packed wk!. . .Lord grant me strength to get thru it all. For the lord is my sheperd there is nothing i shall want.

A Weekend away.

2004-11-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey yall. Jst got home today from a short trip to malacca. Well it was fun lotsa pigging out and all. Jst some well needed R & R. heh. Its smtg tt i jst gta get use to nxt month i guess. . .ahaha. Well jst feelin a lil anxious abt tml's PW oral presentation. Hopefully everything goes well. BOy am i feelin the JiTtErS. . . .anwys, this is a really short blog. ntg much i gues. i gta get some slp!

Sad times. Everlasting memories

2004-10-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

hey blog. Well its my 1st time in the new house blogging. .so yea. Moved yesterday. IT was really sad i guess. .i mean, i stayed at Nim Green fer most of my life, if not all. Sad move. It was so much bigger there, more spacious. Oh well i shall not complain. For God has a plan for me. Anwy, yesterday was an emotional filled charged day. I returned to Nim Green to collect some stuff fer the last time. And it hurt to see it all bare and emtpy. As if the hse had been robbed. It hurts to leave my home. A place once filled and always be filled with my, both sad and joyous memories and experiences. The place whr i learnt to ride my bike. A place whr my Grand mother passed away. The walls are thick with feelings. My feelings. My family's feelings. So i pray that 1 day, dear lord i hope to own the place agn. Ambitious, i know. but i'll try. Poof...time will tell.

A well spent weekend

2004-10-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

heyo blog. Well well i guess everything does happen for a reason. Cos, i jst got home yesterday frm the retreat. And it rox. Why do i say 'everything happends fer a reason', cos. . .b4 this retreat i found myself really drifting frm GOD....and tho at 1st i was reluctant to go fer this, at the end of it, i felt...hmmmm....GOD is great, and i guess now, altho i aint really tt staunch, but i reckon my relationship with GOD has gone up 1 notch. Praise GOD.
WEll the retreat was oso another chance to make new frens, which i did...and they're cool ppl, well of...CJCians are always cool!
Some funny things did happen. sunday morning, i was lk slpin outside on the benches outside the cls, i was woken up by music. Some guy blasted the song frm the movie best bet, my gosh...i was lk. . "WTF?!". . .ahaha. .
ANd YEHYEA!. . .its confirmed!!!. . i got promoted!!!. .rox. rox rox. And agn, praise GOD. and i'm considering joinin YPM. .. hmmm. . .

Sian

2004-10-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

hey blog. today was fun. . . .kayaking was very enjoyable. . .and i suffered minor burns. well i was hopin fer more. but sian it rained... but the rain was cool tho. Oh wells nonetheless after pleasure comes pain. Its so sian. . .theres jst smtg goin down b/w me and the world. . .i feel so F***ed up basically i dunno why... these few days i jst dun really give a F*** abt antg lah...its so bloody lk. . .unlike me. Oh wells. . .i do hope it passes. . .WEll 1 thing...i F***ing sick and tired of superficiality and pretenious lil bastards. .. this is the only domain whr i can speak my mind without haf lil asses tryin to rebutt at me. Oh wells....this is surely and definitely a screwed up world. mayb its jst me...i dunno. SIAN!

Picking up the pieces.

2004-10-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

well well, time sure flies. ANd The PROMOS are OVER!. rocks....but then comes the results. *fingers crossed*
Anwys, last nites dinner was fun...enjoyable....pleasant. it rocked. Altho part of the class turned up it was alrite... Went fer steamboat at marina south... Cheap and ok lah...can eat full can oredi!. Well ok...so its been 3, 4 wks since i last blog. and the last time was jst sad stuff...and yeh. So i've finally gotten over it...and yeh i feel so much lighter...not to mention a lil be happier. ;) So yeh...tts abt it roughly....

Mixed Feelings

2004-09-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

Heyhey, so happy today. Managed to do 1 pull up. Rox i guess in no time i'm able to do more!. Coolstuff. Oh wells though its a happy thing. The feelin of sadness and depression still lingers. Mainly cos of my *ahem*. tsk yeap...and Promos. So many things on my mind these days. And i feel that these days pass so very quickly. I sometimes wish i cud start all over. I wish I didnt grow up this fast. I wish i were still a lil Boy all careless and free of troubles the world has given me. I hope its a phase and it go aways. Sad stuff. Hurts. Really. Absolutely. Positively.

aiyah...headache!

2004-09-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

hey yall.
These times are times of turmoil, aches and pains are common i'd say. Promos are coming...and my *ahem* is fading. Shian. Oh wells, i dunt noe...my minds in a state of confusion i reckon. Everythings so...'messy'! So much things on me mind really, frens...*ahem*....promos.... The worse thing is i feel myself drawin so ever further away from God.
Well...the main thing tts botherin me is *ahem*. put in in simple words. A girl. i jst dunt noe how to say it. i cant really. i lack courage, the thing alfred has been tellin me. Just do it. Or so he says, how simple can it be. Yea sure it is, but i mean...the emotions the thots the adrenaline that ur body/mind puts you thru, its jst simply too much. Plus the paranoia of the aftermath, wat wud she tink of me...the consequences are simply too much to bear in my books. So fer now, i lay myself low, hopin this moment goes. and time will tell. if i feel the same way, perhaps, jst perhaps...i might let her noe. hmm, i wonder.
SO it is then, i say, time will tell. slowly but surely *fingers crossed*. Poof, its sure a short blog this time. Anwys, if yall hafen watched the terminal, go!!. its funny!

usual stuff. off and ons in my life

2004-08-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

hey yall. . .long time it has been. sry. . .ahaha.
Well anwys. . lets start frm last wk lah huh. . .can make my blog longer oso. Well anwys. .last monday was horrible...can still remember. Was lk sick lah...had a fever which worsen throughout the day. 38.6 was the highest...and i wanted to lk go home but had to do this chem pract test. Sian. well it went well surprisingly. I dint break anything...ahaha. a few close calls and yeh..ntg broke. The close shave was when my conical flask was danglin over the edge of the table by the rubber tubing wif a cork. phew......happened twice....scary shit!! After that, i was so relieved cud go and see the doc. Felt lk shit man...one minute cold one minute hot. SIAN!
Well yeh i was on 2 days mc...damn cool....but still had to drag my ass to do PW report lah. which eventually equal to lk zero cos my parts were irrelevant. poof!!!! Anwys tt wk was rather boring lahhhh...
And then came this wk. Coool start...went to SAFTI OCS....damn cool. especially the survival trng bit. whr the guy killed a quail with his bear hands by ripping of the head. ahaha...looked easy...hmmm;) he place his 2 fingers arnd the neck and all and twisted it round and pulled it frm the body all in 1 swift motion. Coolstuff....shld try 1 day!!! ahaha. kidding kidding...dun tink i'll haf the nerves to do it. OCS was a cool place. but trng there is so very siong...sian!!
Well this wk there wasnt much activity lah..usual pull ups etc etc. den yesterday fren fren wif jkoh's frens. sarah and fiona. crazy bunch really. horsed around with my handphone....sian!
ok lets cut short the chase. today was the action-packed filled day. Mr HO was on a rampage. perhaps he took too many of those tiny-lil-yellow-powerful-elephant-knocking out pills...or perhaps he was jst being himself. ahaha. It all started this morning wif ms ang. damn suay...kena for jst holding a bottle in her hand whilst greeting mr ho. he actually made her stand fer the rest of the period. Damn unreasonable bugger!! All he cud say was...'years and years of education wasted becos of ur character' wat the heck lor...c'mon its jst a watter bottle man aint killin nobody!! quick tip: lay of the pills!! seriously. or get more sleep instead of rushin to the aiport by 6 or stayin up till 4. Old guy lk u needs more rest...no more late nites pal!! ;) all fer ur own good. period.
Well then all was well till PW. b4 PW was maths and mr ho was as usual tellin stories instead of doin more teaching. and tts the truth! after his period he said smtg abt takin a break. and we did lah. but uunfortunately...alf kena frm him fer goin back to class late. i mean wat the heck..cant u be more reasonable dun shout at ppl when they jst appear lah. no need to bang tables( i tink the pills are to be blame) Alf's face was lk totally black lah throughout the 2 hrs plus. Sad man. damn KB leh mr ho...then at the end to seek redemption he asked fer alf's hand...(not marriage but fer reconciliation). well coolstuff alf din shake it...chap siao. coolstuff rox my sox...;) oh wells. guess as suay as we are we jst got take it in our stride lahhhhh...sian!!!;) hand in there everyone!!!

ntg much

2004-08-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

helo helo. Friday's celebrations fer national day were alrite. Performances put up by the dance club and the gymm-ers were really good. and not to mention captn PLANET---Alfred Chan. ahaha....absolutely funny....ahaha...EncorE!!!!!! Well after sch tt day..short stop by peh siang's place..met his girlfren, pretty quiet girl but yeh...cool. ahaha...Well the plan fer tt day was lunch at seoul gdn. yea rite!!! intend to lunch at the AMK outlet but it was jam packed. so we decided to try our luck down at the one in marina square only to find out we were jst slightly late. a grp of NJC 'ppl' had come b4 us. sad stuff in the end it was lunch at BK. So much fer seoul garden. After tt we went back to AMK fer some LANin. Played warcraft fer the 1st time. and wif some help frm PS' cousin..aint sure of his name. managed to learn some stuff and get some kills. on the whole i found WC to be rather boring. 'sry' but tts jst me...finally after lk dunno how long we played CS. Now we're toking. CS rox...i really shined on fy_poolday and sucked in awp map. and i gta admit got thrashed by PS and his gf...enuff of tt..anwys met ian soon after and once agn headed to town. watched I-robot. pretty profound ending....?!?!!?
SAT: flag day at AMK fer the singapore buddhist free clnic, the guys- jkoh, PS, don and alf headed to alf's place fer some fun and games instead of flag selling. bahhh....it wasnt right i reckon, so yea dint follow em. instead i hanged wif josiah, huishan and grace. tired i was but i'm happy i dint screw up this flag day...had collected 1/2 a tin...hot stuff. after tt met up wif jkoh and don to watch The Village. Hey...don, i was jst feelin a bit os tension alrite durin bits of the movie but hey...it was cool....and i aint tt timid!! ;) it was a really good movie...really big twist...extremely big i say...go watch it!!!!
Sun: boring day really, some rest and relaxation. poofffff
Mon: national DAY!!!!! borin agn. did some studin. etc etc....highlight of the day was S'pore idol. funny stuff.....mainly...all the jokers on screen ahaha....yeap. .tts abt it. .

screwed up Week

2004-08-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

hey yall.
This wk sucked totally. started off wif a terrible Monday which was lk a repeat of last wk's. Must be smtg wrong wif me cos i broke smtg agn in the lab...crappy stuff.Tues kena frm teacher, Wed kena frm HO BOZO fer ntg. Askin me to be a storeman whr i dun need to use my brains. Wtf man...nv do antg oso kena. i swear this man suffers frm menopause or smtg...bloody f***er GY. And sad news this wk. .Joannes leavin fer australia to study. poof...i'm gna miss her. .*sniff* Gta get used to not seeing her everyday nows. Sad stuff. Wish i was goin as well. UNSW!!!haiz....so far away. Well i say, all the best to you joanne. Hope to see YOU soon!!!and today really bad stuff sort of argued wif ms lee....but watttt the heck lah....chup siao....i'm jst FED UP....Oh and tt maths test on wed was cool...only din noe how to do lk 4 qns. RECORD!!!! ahaha, neck was damn pain as we did it under crammmed conditions. same spot same place fer lk 3 hrs. but all was well...soon after the test. The guys were back to their usual cursing and swearing. well even in the midst of the exam i cud hear s soft yet firm whisper of Peh Siang," Kao Beh arh". ahaha, and remy and i were lk hummin to the tune of an army song frm army daze. funny stuff...ahaha. .well yea. . hope my life gets better.......

A Blue Blue monday

2004-07-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

hey yall.
F***ed up day today...absolutely. Well same old prob wif *ahem* and i finally found out that being helpful doesnt pay at all. It all began durin chem pract. when we had to invert this cylinder full of water into a beaker filled wif water. It clearly need some skill in executing. So i was, tryin to be helpful and all in helping don do the 'stunt'. The inversion was good when suddenly, water came rushin out frm the bottom of the bloody beaker. Before i knew it, water was lk everywhr. The iimpact of the cylinder contacting the bottom of the beaker caused it to crack, leavin water to gush out. Poof, tt was it man, i was really upset after that. Had to compensate fer it as well, $2.50. Sianzasional man!!! Argg, wat a great start to the wk!!!! So yea, i pledge nv ever to get into smtg tt aint my business it was clearly stoopid and foolish, a BIG mistake. Every man fer himself i say. . .

busy busy week

2004-07-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

hey yall. Had a really scrummy, tiring, packed, pathtic week i reckon. But it kinda turned towards heaven towards the end though. Where should i start..hmmm. Well firstly, i was rather proud of myself durin mid-wk when i can proudly say i did my part in PW. Cos we had to lk pass it up on thurs or smtg and so Pia on wed's nite to get my articles ready. Woah, cool....had tt shiok feeling. It was also a rather depressing week, coupled wif 'those feelings'. well yea, if u wanna know ask me....haiz. sad shit, well shant harp on it lk some ppl do. ;) And on Tues we had racial harmony day, boring stuff really...the only good thing was mass PE being cancelled. Rox my sox. ahaha. Well yea, but quite a few gd things happened late wk. First time in my life, i had completed my 2.4 without stopping. how cool's tt man. Still fail lah but yea. felt Song after tt. And this wk was lk stayin back everday day fer bball trng. I say man, my shooting has improved...3 point line any time. Hey tt rhymes...wtf shiaaa. ahaha. Well friday wasnt a good day fer bball tho, shot lk dozens of balls but none really went in. But i shone in bowling tho. Although i cudnt hook the ball and cuppppp it. . .;) ahaha, i had lk 5 strikes man...aggregate of 162. Hotstuff!!!!! highest ever, was feelin super high after tt. But anti-clmiax lah, cos nxt day got PTM. Well the PTM was surprisingly fine, all was well, except fer the long naggy, repititive comments of 'Someone'. ahaha. Oh soon after PTM went to make me new spects, and get lenses fer my nike sunglass, which has been collecting dust since dunno when, thot might as well do it, as they say, Just Do It, lame but fun. ahaha. Got this pair of frameless HUGO BOSS spects, coolstuff man....chose it over adidas frames which were disappointing. And yea. . had tution tt nite wif Jan, and tution the nxt day. dozed off in b/w the 2 1/2 hr session...pooof. slacked blah blah blah, bloggin now. .finish, tts it. ;)

another blog

2004-07-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

hey yall...gee...lemme see. well exams are over and results have been returned. Kinda disappointed regarding my chemistry. Crap Crap and Crap! I mean I bloody mugged fer it and I got bloody results. Wtf!!! So yea...as fer everything as i dint expect much really. A pass wud be gud. So i had a B fer chinese(wow), E fer GP or izzit a D, D fer econs and F fer both maths and chem...sianz si bei sianz. but heng nv fail 3A if not mst see the big guy in white.
Oh and recently i started writing poems about *ahem*. yea...hotstuff cannot bluff i reckon. ahaha. So up to date i've done 3 poems. And i jst completed 1 a few mins ago. hmmm, its a really good hobby i reckon, allows room fer creativity and all. Much needed since we arent allowed to use the creative side of us much.
Today was a really gruelling, tiring, exhausting etc etc day. Had mass pe. .managed to kek, ahaha. .wif jeremy. so we sort of covered fer each other. cool guy tt jeremy always up to funny stuff lk his F***ing-air-pull-ups. wtf shia...really amusing stuff!!!! And there was chinese A level orals...nothing much lah except i screwed up BIG time.I mumbled, fumbled and most certainly stumbled.God help me. arggg.
And tmls another action-packed day.Bowling selections!!!God help me to hook and spin...poof. well anwys...tts abt it frm me!!.

A long overdue blog

2004-07-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey yall.
I hafen blogged fer a long time. Sry on my part. Was either too lazy or din bother. Well anwys..today was a tiring day yet an eventful one. Went fer a run today. A long one by my standards tgt wif Ian. He did most of the stopping not me i was ready to go on and on and on and on...felt gd today.After that we went to play football. Dropped by wen li's place to get him. Jst 15mins of playin, Wen Li kicked the bloody ball into the bloody drain. And it was bloody hard to retrieve. Tried removin the cover but it was bloody heavy and risky. So we reckon gettin hold of a stick(the on u hang clothes wif) I ran back to me hse and got 2 of em..wasnt of much help tho cos the ball was lk directly under the road and too far away frm the opening. After much complainin, griping, shouting, cursing and swearing. Ian had to crawl into the drain, afterall it was his ball. .ahaha, well anwys it was really funny seein him in there. And my. .we discovered this tiny dead frog jst at the drain opening whr ian was crawling. .and wen li and i went "eh theres a dead frog here". . den came. . "F*** you" echoein frm the inner walls of the 'deep'. This occurred several times durin our 'rescue operation'. Soon the ball was back into our custody. Ian was greatly discouraged frm playin ball so we had to head home. After cleanin up the ball and closin the drain covers...We were DONE. My gosh...it was coolstuff ahaha..
And yea...had this nicest of the nicest dreams...poof rox my sox. It was most probably relative to yesterday's highlight of the day. Well yea...to 'cash in' on tt situation...my dusty, slow, un-used, brand new piece of organ---Brain, came up wif, which i might say. . a rather simple yet complex poem. Hotstuff cannot bluff man. well. . cool. .finished bloggin. .and yea. .tts abt it. . aiiye;)

2004-06-14T08:14:00.000+08:00

guys and me

1st of the many

2004-06-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

hello there. . .
My 1st time posting. . so yea. go easy on me. ntg much really to tok abt. had a great wkend. Pigged out today. . high tea at some hotel. . rocks my socks. .yeayea. Cut me hair today. short stuff cannot bluff. ahaha. . yea. .tts abt the most exciting thing i've done today. And after this its back to the doldrums. . more mugging. Cya agn.