mix feeelings, and soured up brownies

BAD day ever i reckon.
Ok jst b4 i vent my rage and frustration. I jst wanna say, wadeva tt i'm gna say is jst my feelings and it isnt personal(cliche but yea). SO anwy, today had a gr8t begging. Attended mass for the 1st time in CJ. all tnx to tiffany, and GOD. . so conincidental tt i saw her and yea. .guess GOD was workin and so i went fer mass. SO yea thot woah, GOD in the morning, mst be a cool day ahead. Far from it.
It was all tnx to the brownie. So i went out of cls to lay some bricks yea. Comin back, hopin tt i can eat it cos i was really really famished and all. But it was lk gone. So yea this isnt the 1st time tt things had gone missing. Wtf, i got really frustrated lah, i know ppl haf taken my stuff jst to trick me. But man, my food? hungry and piss dun go well. (get to know me). So i got really really fed up, was lk, 'Wtf wtf? who F-ing took my brownie" Soon had to go fer lect, by then i cudnt give a F anymore, was lk coolin down in the lect. Den, lets jst name this person as A. (no names mentioned) So yea as i was lk coolin down and stuff, hittin my table...suddenly came, 'stop shakin lah' Piss i was, retaliation i did. i replied,'wats ur prob?' and then the argument started. More piss i was. So yea...theres jst this barrier, a grudge...so i reckon its gna take time. But right now i jst dun give a F!
And frm this, i reckon i've develop a stigma fer brownies. Once sweet tastin yet a bitter after taste. Tts jst terrible i'd say! GOD help me.....
So anwy, had trng tonite, changed my style and all. So yea it wasnt entirely good. But i'll be workin on it. Coupled with today's episode. Tough, And yea currently listenin to Senses Fail. GOSH the lyrics are so meaningful at this moment in time.
Senses Fail, Choke on this: "I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself"
Senses Fail, One Eight Seven:
"You Ripped my Heart out, You tore my Eyes out, now ur gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time. I'll eat ur Heart out. So you feel my pain.
I wanna kill you, I wanna kill you, Now i'm insane!!!!!!!"