Sianipootikskernator

Fuck. Thats all i can say now. Serious. Fuck.
So i didnt make it into the team. Fuck.
So my life's in a downward spiral. Fuck.
Well tonite, went down fer trng at victor's. Pft. Screamed down at the football field at Marina. Felt good. Lost my Voice. But the feeling of shit is back. Fuck. Shian.
And so i failed at my 2nd day of withdrawal. Lord Please, i beg you. please. help.
I'm sry for the Fucks i wrote. Sry.