Its been a while as usual for my long over-dued blog, i just havent been up to the task of sitting my ass down to type...
Sad thing today cause we said our goodbyes to Alfred. It was a rather solemn yet 'happy'-like atmosphere at a kopitiam just off the flanks of AMK bus interchange. It was a sudden thing and i wasnt prepared for it but anyhow time didnt wait...All i could afford was just a simple lunch and a short exchange of words with my good bud.
Oh wells i guess saying goodbyes are part of life, so i've been affirmed again by someone and by today's event. It leaves me to pause, ponder before i pursue anything further. It makes me think, 'hey could we just take a breather from life and return to that moment of joy, comfort or just happy thoughts with out family/friends'. Im left to think that, "gosh that great moment, its lost forever and i'll never get it back". Its just sad really, knowin that all of this will pass one day and whatever joys we had, just wouldnt count for the final blow of anguish, sadness, lost, distraught...
I cant help but feel a sense of discomfort whenever i engage in happy moments in life...
But no man is an island, cliche it is but life it is too. Memories are the footprints of events we placed a foot in, in the puddle of life. The puddle that slowly evaporates into nothingness...

My lifes ending the day it started....