Lover's tryst. . .i wish. . .

so lets meet at our mouths for a kiss thats been so long overdue. . . .

I'll be as random as i can ever be. . .

Well lately i've been feeling rather emo and surprisingly it has nothing to do with the army. . .
But the thought of bookin jst really kills me and yea its gna materialise in slightly over and hour! Balls. Yet this thorn in my side isnt enough to make me wanna cut my wrist and black my eyes!
okay so perhaps army does contribute abit to that 'shitty-anal-retentive-dont-piss-me-off' kinda feel. Currently i feel more alone than ever, '2 years of our time, once in our lives'. Thats just enough to make one's social life to go right down the monsoon drain and into a bottle of NEWater. . .

i miss school.
i miss home.
i miss my life.
i miss my friends.
i cant bloody wait to get back to studying even though i'll be griping and whining my guts out once im in it. But hell it sure beats manning radio and getting my bollocks fried. . .

So i guess this is where i lie for the next 19 months, a lonely old young boy with not much of a social life yearning for some lovin and hugs. . .
ahaha no kidding!

say the least im lost without you,
say the most im just confused
say the words i've been dying to tell you.
posed with this in mind, whats there to lose?

if i wasnt on my way, would you run to me?
SilentPoint