Mixed Feelings

Heyhey, so happy today. Managed to do 1 pull up. Rox i guess in no time i'm able to do more!. Coolstuff. Oh wells though its a happy thing. The feelin of sadness and depression still lingers. Mainly cos of my *ahem*. tsk yeap...and Promos. So many things on my mind these days. And i feel that these days pass so very quickly. I sometimes wish i cud start all over. I wish I didnt grow up this fast. I wish i were still a lil Boy all careless and free of troubles the world has given me. I hope its a phase and it go aways. Sad stuff. Hurts. Really. Absolutely. Positively.