fever. not literally but close.

ello ello. Well well. . .i can truly say that this past wk has been really trying. ITs been cramm cramm cramm all they way i reckon. Although i feel that i've been pushin, its jst not hard enuff. Its been a week of choices and decisions. Tough ones sometimes. Shant go into deep detail. But my emotions suffer quite a bit. Well other choices were regardin study. Heh small issue u might tink? But with jst so lil time fer CTs, its rather tricky here. Hmmm, i aint really sure wat to write exactly tonite right here, my minds in a fluster you see. Lotsa stuff in it. Studies as well as some other thingy;) Gosh...i'm really really really looking forward to the nxt wkend, i really really really need a breather. Gta cut me hair. Shave i guess. ahaha. i get light headed then literally. And i cant wait fer my nxt date with MSN TI at the bowling alley. So in jst 12 hrs. . .or under 12 i'll be sittin fer GP. Din really prepare for it, but heh who does? seriously?

I can barely smile. & thats tt. Sry fer those who cant quite get my lingo in this entry. As i've oredi mentioned theres jst a thousand and 1 things in me brain...so yea its jst bursting with expressions. I cant slp. I dunt know why really. hmmm...doesnt make much sense now doesnt it. Heh...sry once agn. Jst terrible! Well i jst wanna put this week behind me. Worst week ever in 2005 i reckon...its jst terrible...May the nxt week be filled with blissful ignorance and subconscious superficiality(wadeva that means) LORD help me. & i can barely smile. . .

So thank GOD its Friday.

hello hello.
So yes it is, The Lunar New Year has already passed. Another benchmark into the year. And its an indication that time toward the As are shortening. Time to get my act tgt and socks pulled up. Heh. Well anwy i managed to try out my new ball last nite and it was just wonderful. Gosh! so the problem has always been with the ball and not me! Scores were up...and i reckon with more conditioning i can do better. Its a steady start in my opinion. Or so i tink. I face suspension from bowling for which the reason i myself am not too sure off?! Why you may ask?! I seriously have no idea. And its a mighty long story with many details to which if it were written cud size up to an average novel. Heh! so i wudnt waste my fadin energy to type it all out. Just know that i'm the victim. Well sort of;)
So Common tests are nxt week and i am gonna have myself in shambles. Just terrible. My plans to prepare fer em tests arent goin as planned. Its jst laggin, everything. . .I jst got home frm nite study and well i sure hope it was time well spent. God help me!
My attempts at learning cantonese has been marred by teasing and unpleasent remarks. To the joy of my fellow cantonese speakin classmates, i'm the butt of their joke. So i cant speak it, i'm learnin aiiye...it takes time....Mo Tak Teng! heh! ahaha.
Anwys...its time to crash...study tmr...so yea...latr everyone

a bad day and a ball.

hey there blog.
Another tough week over. And it'll just get tougher. Had 3 tests this wk. Flunk maths oredi. Heh.
Yesterday, Friday was jst a bad day. Terrible really! Jeremy and I kena nagged at by someone(not safe to mention names) ahaha. Wah fucking shian. . . for instance, i was told off fer jst momentarily looking at my nail. Heh Bastard! Well anwy, chilled out tt afternoon, afterall it was a friday. Chup Chup man! And yea jkoh and i discovered that the sch's coffee really perks you up. Ahaha. . .we were just 'high' all e way in the bus on e way fer trng. Ahaha. As usual jst the 2 of us makin noise. . .This seriously has to stop man. Went to chomps last nite after trng...quite shian now the food, only had hokkien mee...And yea ended the nite with peanut soup...tt jst abt it. . .

AND i'm pleased to say I've finally gotten a ball. After so much waiting....Phew....Columbia 300 Messenger Titanium. Nice chap at superbowl who drilled fer me. And heh wat a nice end to my saturday:) Tata...gta get to know my ball...

shian.

so chinese new year holiday is over...how time flies?! Well anwy, the amount of ang pows collected was jst so-so i guess. And yes i hope to go choose my bowling ball today, hopefully...wat a long i say. Phew.

Well, anwy yesterday...it was back to school. 'Monday' blues i reckon. Attended mass in sch for Ash Wed, well it was supposed to be on Wed but the Archbishop pushed it to yesterday. So i had to fast and abstain yesterday. So i did. Well sort of. Ahaha. Had training last. It was so-so, lil ppl came fer it. And i wasnt performing. Plus it wasnt exactly a good day. I dunno why. *cough* *cough*....All i need is Prayer. . .

'I thought I wanted this'. . .

hmmm. i dunno!

Happy CNY everyone.
Well its the season of eating eating eating and money money money. But its a lil quiet this year tho. Sadly.
Anwy yesterday, had potluck in sch. Food was just alrite, mostly snacks and munchies. Ntg really substantial for a meal but nonetheless it was all good. The performance was cliche, reminds me of mshs but heh it was good. Effort appreciated. So as planned, went down to far east with jkoh and alfred. Bought this TBS shirt, cost me 4/5 of my allowance. $40! But oh wells, new year!!!! After which hanged at scott's coffee bean. Drink was free. Got tt free drink coupon thing. So it tasted even better. Ahaha. JUN BANG( so much fer names Jkoh) Tok alot of Cok. ahaha. so it was time well wasted. Ahaha. enjoyed the moments then! Latr went to meet ian at church then lunch at a nearby coffeeshop. After tt hanged with ian at my place till dinner. Really bored, played with jenga blocks to build forts and all. Ahaha and micromachines!! Brings back memories. Dinner that nite was really really good. Had steamboat and bbq. Gosh ate lots of beef. Phew...Thereafter went fer an after-dinner walk to the nearby ma-ma shop with not so ma-ma pricing. Bought 2 cans of beer, phew. ahaha. And yea tt was jst abt my chinese new yr eve!

Today was alrite, went fer mass and then visited my grandmother's niche at holy trinity church, then went to my cousin's place. And pretty much it. Really hot day, slpt lots, ate lots....Tts jst terrible! Anwys, i'll enjoy the rest of my holiday....So latr everyone!!!

chinese new year.

hello.
So i made it through the past wk. Phew. And tnk GOD for that.
Well i had a very boring weekend actually. Managed to study a lil. Changed my electric guitar string. And yea tts jst abt it i guess. Oh oh and the x-country last wed was alrite. I guess it was pretty much overrated. Heh! Completed it, well i did walk but yea. Ok lah! But it was all good.
Had bowling as usual, much better now with my new style. Dinner thereafter with Ian and Justin at Jln Kayu. PRATA!

Well so anwy, i can say tt i've been both mentally and emotionally drained the past wk. I wonder abt wat huhh? hmmm. ahaha. Anwy yea CNY eve tmr! gna get a t-shirt, just 1 only fer the new yr. Shian. ahaha. And i post this to yall. Wats the hardest thing abt dying? ;) Tag the ans.

Life?

hey blog.
Gosh. Its jst abt mid way thru the wk and things are...as i've said...gettin stressful. Had religion and ethics today. We had to watch a video on abortion as well as listen to a talk. Although I've seen the video before. It didnt fail it making me quiver with disgust and fill my mind with thots of sadness and pain. How is it possible that us-Humans, God's creation, is able to do such a thing to our own kind, our own young. We're all God's gift and creation, made in his likeness. Its jst sad to see this happening..I cant help but post this question- Do we still consider ourselves humane? Killing a person is oredi bad enuff and not to mention a child, a foetus who has no ability to defend itself. Imagine that happenin to us...Imagine that we wont be able to do antg to stop the pain. Scary now isnt it?! Oh wells, I guess theres jst no easy way to purge all of this. Prayer is the only way. Pray that all of this will end. God have mercy on us all.

Well i jst discovered smtg really sad too. Read Hui Shan's blog...and yea i wont mention wat. But i feel very sad for her. I will just keep her and her family in my prayers. I hope GOD will always be there around her and guide her.

So today, had chem test. It was ok. Skipped 1 qn. Not expecting myself to do well anwy. so yea. Things are jst gettin so 'draggy', tough..and dense if you know wat i mean. Everything's gettin stale. I myself am facin some difficulties. Studies especially. As well as relationship matters. I jst wish as always, this wud pass. God help me. For the Lord is my sheperd, there is nothing i shall want. Tts jst abt it. so latr yall.