Her.its like waiting for snowfall.

i could write you something and you'd never notice.
outright whining & griping & yearning in planeview, its just something i can never do.
Right. . .


It was a rather short week, 2 days of mc definitely makes a big big difference.
Why does time fly when im a civilian?
Its like theres a timezone separating camp and out-of-camp.
Theres so many things i would like to do when im out, but time is such a spoil sport, she never plays along.
Back in camp, i'd plan to do stuff, but it never takes off. . .

Christmas is coming, but this year is different!
I dont know why, but i really dislike presents now. . .maybe just a little!
I was just thinkin, christmas is probably the most lucrative 'festival'.
Xmas trees are fine but really when you start thinkin of, 'hey wat does she/he want?'
What does GOD want? ever thought of that. . .
Hardly i reckon.
Christmas is just the chance for businesses to prey on generous pockets eh.
This world is disgusting.

Pardon me thats just the other part of me thinking, the one thats usually in green 5 days a week. . .
the one thats usually closer to GOD when GOD is really the only one he has during 80% of the week. . .

Freedom changes a person i guess, i can vouch for it. Distractions, varieties leads to the digression of our attention that should all be focus on GOD. It sucks when someone only comes to you for help when hes/shes in deep shit, other than that you dont see him/her. I know i wouldnt like it. Weekends turn me into someone else, not a very nice person but i do try to maintain that 'all-weather-relationship' with GOD. Its just difficult but all you can do is try, and try, and try again & again & again.

So for christmas, lets all take time to remember whos birthday it really is. . .