2 weeks on.

Well its been 2 wks since my last entry. Dint haf tt drive or feel to update my blog. Jst shian.
Pft so 2 wks on and is tt feeling of misery gone? Noooo. Gosh well i'm coping with it much better now. Its become 2nd nature rather and funnily i enjoy it. Ahaha. Weird yea?! Anwys there jst ntg much to tok abt. Oh i did get selected fer the Sch's bowling team but its jst tentative. So fingers X-ed.

My minds in pieces and my amps blown. Seriously i reckon murphy's laws kinda true. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong. Fuck it.

cts are over and i'm still under. . .

Yehyea Common Tests are over!!. . .it was rather fast in my opinion. Oh wells time fer the results i guess. Tt bit i reckon, the effecks wud last longer. . .and yea i need all the grace frm GOD i can get. Well its hard to say, becos i do feel that i've been drifting away from GOD. Thats jst terrible. I dunno why but yea tt feeling jst lingers. Anwy theres more to worry after CTs. Heh tough ones really & GOD is all whom i can trust. Hmmm...its mighty long so i wudnt type it all out;)
Gosh frankly i'm at a lost and music is my guide. Wtf does tt mean?! Well music such as emo helps at this moment in time really...the words are jst there fer me to act on or rather keep myself busy with. Not too sure abt tt either, gosh i'm makin no sense at all. Anwy in my deep thots lately, i've finally understood the meanin of being misunderstood as well as the inability and difficulty to read others. Wow! i say! Perhaps u guys readin this can jst take it as a pinch of salt, if anyone ever reads this blog. . .Its jst funny some times in life. . .its the irony of either not doing smtg or jst doing smtg tt screws up everything. I seriously tink everything in this entry is jst crappingly meaningful bullshit...eh?! ahaha. Sry mates my minds in a fuzz as usual, same old gripes and whines but different expressions...so yea jst bear with my language. Well theres jst ntg much to whine abt. . .so yea i'll jst give it a rest tonite.

"Tonite wont make a difference. Lets never talk abt this again becos i din want it to mean that much to me. . . "