i woke up this morning feelin good, you know like when you just had one of those uberly sweet dreams that makes you go jelly and soft, yea i had one of those. i dreamnt i locked lips 'May and Choy's Choy, like it makes a difference. ahaha. Well the only disturbin thing was that i had to stand on a stool jst to reach her lips, other than that it was goood. . . Hmmm i usually had the notion that a 'nightmare on elm street' sorta dream would follow after sitting through a horror movie, well at least 3/4 of it . . .thankfully none of that!

So i pass out from SI in 2 weeks as a trusty signaller and its off to unit life which from hearsay can be rather tough when its tough and slack when its slack. hopefully it'll be slack when its tough and slacker when its slack. eh?

i really miss you and wish i could kiss you,
but why are you so far away?
i guess i could call you & ask you, 'how are you?'
but i really dont have much to say. . .
i si alone & i stare at the phone & i hope that your doing okay. . .

Alone in Santa Cruz ~ The Ataris

wish i had written that. . .

so it doesnt help me in writing this, with the exorcism of emily rose on the tv at the moment. . . its jst distractingly scary and interruptively disturbing. My dad's watching it and partially my fault for suggesting it to be on. i dont usually dig em horror flicks but heh decided to put my balls to the test, fret im a the losing end. i'll just stick to my belief that life is already scary enough and theres no need to scare urself on purpose. . .

Life is SCARY isnt it? will i live through this? will i wake up tomorrow? will i choke on the sticky rubbery bit in calamari rings? can i go home? will i be a 'prosperous' looking signaller? will she say yes? yea all the woes of this old-boy-young-man. . .

well its another wkend at the movies and yea i watched Click! i must say its a good movie with a very good message behind it, so catch it!!!

This is going nowhere man, with screaming coming off and on frm the telly, i'll write something good with a point sometime soon. God be with me. . .and everyone!