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hey there blog.
Gosh yet another wk is comin to an end. times movin so bloody fast. MAN! gna be 18 sonn heh. ..tts lk so old really. I'm still a boy stuck in this outfit here!!! i dun wanna grow up so fast. poof!!! Well. .this wk i'm ponderin over the word friends. hmmm, wat does it exactly mean really? In the dic. it says: supporter, helper. . . but really will my so called fren help in my times of need. I guess in life, the ugly side of it, ppl jst gta be superficial so as to get ahead. But tt really sucks in my opinion. Its so fake. These past days the lines tt go through my head are lk, " fake, superficial, hypocritical. . gosh... is tt bad i wonder? No matter how hard i try, treatin ppl nicely, eventually i dunno whether tt'll work out fer me havin a good frenship?! so fer now, i guess good frens are hard to come by and few in numbers. To date i reckon, no names mention but its pretty obvious, i reckon i've got only 1, and only 1 really really good buddy. i mean tt really sucks! but heh i'm oso thankful fer knowin him. Tnk God. hmmm, well enuff of this depressing topic!
Today had lunch with part of 1T29, Alf, don, Jkoh, karris, YY, Bei Xuan. . erm. . .And alf's bros sebestian and choon yeh. . .and it was good. Had sushi which was rather filling. For a while tt is. thereafter went to play some pool.
And this evenin went fer CL....well....jst drop in to do some speech fer Julius' weddin...comin soon nxt sat! Met some old frens. .. spoke to nicole after a long time. Gosh everyones growin! pooof and yea went jalan kayu fer prata with justin. Bloody hell walked in the rain. ahaha, and here i am ponderin abt LIFE.
hmmmmm FRIENDS?!