i wudnt know!

well well. The weekend is finally here. Tough wk ever in 2005. And i reckon it wont be getting any easier in days to come. Next wk is just as pack with activities as well as tests. Theres gna be a chem test on Tues, X-Country Run on Wed. Stupid i was to sign up fer competitive, 5.2km. And friday chem test, on SPA skill A. Phew...GOD be with me. Well so i flunk my 1st test ever in 2005. Maths tt is, had an 8.5/20 fer it. I did manage to pass econs...tho i din study. Ahaha, Tnk GOD! 16/30 phew.... ahaha.

So anwy, yesterday had bowlin trainin as usual. Changed my style quite a bit. And results were just fine, a few strikes here and there. Just need to keep up with consistency. Right after bowling, we went, as planned, to chomp chomp. Took lk an hr to get there. By which it was oredi 9pm b4 we started eating. And fer $10, gosh i ate lots. Pork porridge, fried oyster, roti john, sugar cane and a desert. Yummy! Was really really full thereafter. Finished ard 11, reached home at 11.30....Crashed an hr later...ZZzzZZ

Today, went fer CIP down at orchard. Sold flags fer some family service. Spotted a few pretty-good-looking girls down there. Together with jeremy. Ahaha. Some joker came up to me and said he donated oredi and asked me to ask Lee Kuan Yew to donate. WTF? 'he got alot of money' he said. Ahaha, i wud certainly if i had his number. Jokes aside, it was just terrible. Stood ard fer abt 2hrs, and money collected was just pathetic. Oh wells! So most of the time, jeremy and i displaced and relocate ourselves ard the area. ahaha...went to far east...pacific plaza...pretty much up and down the street. Tired legs thereafter. After which, met up with alfred, his bud Choon Yeh and Peh Siang to go watch a movie. Fighter in the Wind tt is! Cool movie i tink. I just tink that the Korean Language is coool....ahaha. The girl that starred in it was just so pretty and cute. Gosh...:) Action scenes were really nice and i recommend the movie to yall to watch.

So anwy, tts jst abt 1/2 my wkend gone. Now its back to study study study. Latr!

mix feeelings, and soured up brownies

BAD day ever i reckon.
Ok jst b4 i vent my rage and frustration. I jst wanna say, wadeva tt i'm gna say is jst my feelings and it isnt personal(cliche but yea). SO anwy, today had a gr8t begging. Attended mass for the 1st time in CJ. all tnx to tiffany, and GOD. . so conincidental tt i saw her and yea. .guess GOD was workin and so i went fer mass. SO yea thot woah, GOD in the morning, mst be a cool day ahead. Far from it.
It was all tnx to the brownie. So i went out of cls to lay some bricks yea. Comin back, hopin tt i can eat it cos i was really really famished and all. But it was lk gone. So yea this isnt the 1st time tt things had gone missing. Wtf, i got really frustrated lah, i know ppl haf taken my stuff jst to trick me. But man, my food? hungry and piss dun go well. (get to know me). So i got really really fed up, was lk, 'Wtf wtf? who F-ing took my brownie" Soon had to go fer lect, by then i cudnt give a F anymore, was lk coolin down in the lect. Den, lets jst name this person as A. (no names mentioned) So yea as i was lk coolin down and stuff, hittin my table...suddenly came, 'stop shakin lah' Piss i was, retaliation i did. i replied,'wats ur prob?' and then the argument started. More piss i was. So yea...theres jst this barrier, a grudge...so i reckon its gna take time. But right now i jst dun give a F!
And frm this, i reckon i've develop a stigma fer brownies. Once sweet tastin yet a bitter after taste. Tts jst terrible i'd say! GOD help me.....
So anwy, had trng tonite, changed my style and all. So yea it wasnt entirely good. But i'll be workin on it. Coupled with today's episode. Tough, And yea currently listenin to Senses Fail. GOSH the lyrics are so meaningful at this moment in time.
Senses Fail, Choke on this: "I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself"
Senses Fail, One Eight Seven:
"You Ripped my Heart out, You tore my Eyes out, now ur gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time. I'll eat ur Heart out. So you feel my pain.
I wanna kill you, I wanna kill you, Now i'm insane!!!!!!!"

another wkend gone

Gosh. Time Flies as I always say. Yet another weekend gone, the 3rd one i tink fer 2005. Jan's comin to an end. My time b4 Ns has yet decrease. Scary thot now isnt it?! So much fer this long wkend when i reckon i din do much. Did some maths, chem and a lil bit of econs. At this rate, it'll be only and always, God's grace that i make it at the end. Stress is really accumulating, with every pass day and pass moment.

Yesterday, had my 1st tuition lesson this year, with Jan. Oh wells, its back to routines i guess, being the last yr of confomity-studies. ahaha. I'll hang in there!

So today, usual day....church...lunch...home. Went jogging this evening with Ian. It was jst terrible. Died out as soon as we reach the the church. Off-form today....Oh wells, theres always PE tmr. ahaha.

I've been really really troubled lately. Mainly over studies. Its lk so hard to focus. Plus some teachers are jst, i dunno, they're attitude jst sucks. The thot of jst not giving a damn is really tempting. Mayb i shld. But yea only toward em, not to my studies. Its abt time, really that i shld get down to some serious mugging. Everyone ard me seems to be at it. GOD help me.....

ok.

hey there blog.
Well its the public holiday and i'm chilling. Had mass PE yesterday, ran 10mins fer 1.6km, which is quite cool. Finally after 3 wks. Hmmm Tnk GOD. Supposed to watch a movie with jkoh, but yea. he tu-ed fer too long and i lost the urge to watch a movie. So ended up playin some bball. And yea intended to go to Jln Kayu fer prata, but yea some fire broke up. Ended up goin to orchard just fer BK. Tgt with Ian and Justin. And yea...tts jst abt as much fun i had in this wk. Tough life. Stressed out really. Pooof. GOD HELP ME.

Econs, Jog and A victory.

hello there blog.
WEll well, i did manage to do some work today, Econs tt is. Copied some notes. And yea tts abt it. Got my hair cut at the usual malay barber at Serangoon Gardens. Feelin rather light-headed now;) This evenin went joggin with Ian. Quite a long one i'd say, and well i wasnt tired enuff so ran back and forth. ahaha. And latr this evenin, a superb end to the day. A victory to Singapore for defeatin Indonesia. WEll well, finally i say...3 cheers fer em. So tts its to my 3rd wkend in 2005. G-nite;)

Funny accents, Cds and lost voices.

hey blog.
I've lost my voice. Probably becos i was tryin to mimic the singing of senses fail or either i've been speakin in different accents. Gosh! but i reckon my voice does sound a lil sexy. heh! Had trainin last nite, only got home at 11. Only crashed at 12.30. I really need to do work man, but i jst dun haf tt drive. why? i wudnt noe. i need some motivation man. GOD help me, as i always say.
Hah, i managed to get 3 albums frm jeremy to rip. In Xchange i lent him my taking back sundays. The trio consists of The Used, Yellowcard & The Ataris. Yehyea. Anwys its abt time i start working. Latr blog!

Gosh?!

hey there blog!
Well its been a rather fast-passing week. Man time flies no matter wat now i reckon! Ok mayb sometimes time does stretch. Ahaha. So its the 2nd week of school. Had my 1st bowling training last nite...ended really really late lk 8 smtg. And by the time i got home it was abt 10. Cudnt tahan so yea had to crash!
Den today, I had mass PE. Shian i didnt make the 10min mark to join the majority in doing the regular exercise(mayb its good). So had to lk join the not-so-fit ppl. After runnin 1.6km, we had to run another additional 1500m...Legs were jelly thereafter. Perhaps partly i wore the wrong shoes. Wore my converse pair...rather than my adidas sports. Oh wells my fault i guess. Tts jst abt as exciting my life gets. So yea....au revoir...

1st weekend of 2005

hey. . .Well as u can see frm the title. . yes it is and its a welcomed one. School was tiring, had to get use to gettin up early, further more the workload that is due to or is piling up. So yea GOD help me. Today was alrite...went to watch this lame movie with William Hung acting in it. Gosh really boring shitz... zZZz! The highlight i reckon wud be the defeat of Indonesia by Singapore in the 1st leg of the finals. Coolstuff. Right on Singapore, for once proven me wrong. Heh i actually thot they'd lose.

Yesterday was the J-1s cca day. Quite a number of em...yea and quite a few signed up fer bowling. And just got informed that the fees for bowling are gna increase....Sian....And bowlings on wed and fri, 6 to 8pm. Haiz...And i'm tinking of going fer SYF guitar...But i hafta check my schedules and all...Oh wells...i'd better slp, a luxury i need to take advantage of considering my upcomin days.... Well i say agn i say agn ar, heh. . .yea GOD help me. Latr man!

so late

hey blog. I'm tired. Had mass PE today. Quite shiong really cos i hafen exercised in wks. So yea i need some toughening up. Gosh. I'm slpy but why am i still up? Poof, gta help ms ang print some posters. Gosh......another 30mins! *yawns*Nite

Skools In

hey there blog.
Tired lk shit man. Wah and its only been 3 days in school lah. Well theres been many changes, the canteen fer eg. Food is alrite but really expensive now. The PE shirts have been changed, its much better now, light and does not tend to stink. So yea had my height and weight taken today, grew by 1 cm and lost 1 kg. ahaha. 177 cm and 74 kg, still abit heavy lah but heh. I'll take care of it. Mass PE tmr, Sian man. Well i'm pooped so yea nite!

18

hey there blog. Just 1 more hr to go b4 my bday ends. Heh it was fun. Had ian over as well as my sis' bf for dinner. It was nice...Steamboat and bbq. Really really full now. I'm tipsy now...had some vodka and cider. Sch's tmr, cant wait to go back. heh...Anwys gna crash now. l8tr

New year!

hey blog.
Well well its been 6 months since i started blogging. heh, so its 2005 now aint it. And jst as well a new start to my year being 18. cool huh? Tnk God this yr 3rd Jan's the 1st day of sch and not the usual 2nd! Well today, i exercised my right of buyin alcohol. So i bought some vodka. ahaha...and the guy dint even frisk me. Gosh its scary now isnt it. I get the jitters now and then whenever i tink of my age. i mean gosh 1 more yr till NS. Man, it jst gives me the shudders. Poof. And A levels this yr, no joke and no fun. guess i'm gna be really dull this yr. Darkness shall fall over my nxt 3 yrs. God help me.

Yesterday was cool or rather new yr/new yrs eve....Went fer a chalet at Costa Sands. The place was really so-so. But the company made up fer the lack in facilities as well as ambience. It consisted of the legion of mary erm. . .frm various schs. Really fun bunch. Food was excellent, mianly bbq-ed. There was various chicken chops, beef, prawns as well as the usual hot dogs. Hotstuff cannot bluff. I was really stuffed.... So to get into the mood of celebration, i got drunk....fer a while...heh. Stayed up till really late, played some games and chat lots. It was a really good time.

So its the 1st day of sch tmr. lookin 4ward! Lord help me. Amen.