& he can hear again!

Well well. I can hear again finally. So i went to the docs this mornin at Gleneagles. Got hell of alot of water pumped into me ear. Really good feeling i must say. Eh heh. So yea that was that. Thank GOD!!! hmmm, so wat have i learnt from the past wk, it sucks to be deaf, gosh im more grateful fer me hearing now. And tnx to the ppl ard for constantly havin the need to repeat emselves. Tnx mints, ahaha, sry fer the trouble durin maths test, eh heh!!

Oh wells, thats jst abt it i guess. So yea....latr yall;)

title.

i give you these roses now but i'm left in the thorns.
I'm still bloody deaf. But i'm begginnin to get used to it. ahaha. Its a tuesday but it feels lk a wednesday!
Pfft. So i have no idea wat to whine abot yehyea. How unusual and rare it seems my moods neutral. . .ahaha. Ok this blog entry is jst a minute advantage taken so as to occupy free internet memory space. I'm tired i guess. sorry.

Monday & quite blue.

Its a monday. And i'm quite blue. Apart from the school uniform. My face as well.
My ear is still blocked. Thank GOD i got thru the day. Phew. Went to see the doc this mornin, got some ear drops and antibiotiks. So fingers x, i want my hearing back!
On a more serious note. well not tt my hearin aint serious, cant tink of any other conjunctions to use eh heh heh. So i didnt make it agn, for the bowling team. Oh wells cherp cherp. So very tired and i seriously seriously gta buck up on my studies. Need some motivation, suggestions pls?. . .
Hmmm, back to her. I wudnt 100% say shes gone. Shes just there but dormant she lays in my head. . . damn this hurts my ear and her, eh heh it rhymes now does it?. ahaha. . .So while i remain as goofy on the outside, i'm all poofy on the inside. Sianipootiks seriously.

"I hope you never fade away as you drip through my veins" The Transition H.H

Its the Weekend. Phew.

Well well i must say Thank GOD its the weekend. Nasty lil week it was in my opinion.
But i guess its jst smtg i'm kinda used to. And how my whining is lil cliche. But heck, its good to whine. eh heh heh.
Alrite so my previous entry was rather explicit. But hey i was angry and fed up. . .and its my BLOG. Cherp cherp!
Anwy yesterday was GP mock. So very slpy throughout the paper. Wrote an essay on: Is there any value in reality TV programmes? Heh quite alrite i reckon but marks to confirm my effors. Thereafter met Ian, had dinner at the quiet BK outlet at Millenia walk. A very good catchin up session. Then went down to adidas at City link, after some contemplation, got myself a new shoebag. Broke.
So anwy, been writing some poems now and then. I guess its jst the form and an outlet to jst make these horrible, terrible. .etc etc feelings disappear. Its difficult. A road i mst travel though...Shian...And i'm currently 1/2 deaf due to the blockage caused by wax. ahaha. Rather uncomfortable now, cant really play my guitar properly....the only object of my desire....eh heh.
Ciao.

Sianipootikskernator

Fuck. Thats all i can say now. Serious. Fuck.
So i didnt make it into the team. Fuck.
So my life's in a downward spiral. Fuck.
Well tonite, went down fer trng at victor's. Pft. Screamed down at the football field at Marina. Felt good. Lost my Voice. But the feeling of shit is back. Fuck. Shian.
And so i failed at my 2nd day of withdrawal. Lord Please, i beg you. please. help.
I'm sry for the Fucks i wrote. Sry.

Silence In Black & White

So yea, i'm tryin to get the momentum of bloggin as frequent as possible. Although i've got absolutely nothing to write abt.
Hmmm. . .had chem SPA today. . .was alrite cos i studied fer it. But not for the case of the Econs MCQ. Sianipootikskernator.
So today is my 1st day roughly, at my attempts of withdrawal. Difficult but yes, i'm determind. Painful?! yea. . .but oh wells . . .its jst a period of transition and change, so it comes with it i guess. Prayer helps now yea. Gosh lately i feel so shian-ded. LeChelle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lechelle!

Its been a while. . .
Well nothing has changed has usual. Still here. The only thing has change is time. So its roughly another 8 months to NS, and 7 to As. Gosh scary thot now isnt it. Theres jst 2 things on my mind right now, Studies and her. hmmm i'd say its 40%-60% respectively. Terrible yea? i tink so too. It has to change. Poof. Yes i've tried but its harder everytime and i dont know why. Why? can someone answer me? Nasty....
So yea i've attained a bronze fer my PFT. Its not very good cos i need a silver!!! Pfttt. Its hard to live.
Sianipootikskernator! Josh my gosh u gta stop tinking abt it. . . her. . .rather. . .Le Chelle!!!

long overdue?

hey blog. well its been a while yea?! ahaha. I dunno...i felt rather shian abt blogging. Besides there aint much happenin all usual stuff anwy. Common tests results were jst terrible... OOF man, wat the heckk?! worse i failed GP...i never fail GP. Bloody hell....Its time to regroup and really really get down to work. 'Get my pathetic life in check man!'. Lechelle!
Anwy, had tt nasty lil bugger of a wart on my left arm removed. A minor surgery which last 15 mins, not worth the bloody hr and 1/2 wait i reckon. Nonetheless it went well. The jab the doc gave jst numbed my arm...felt a lil drowsy right after tt yea...Sianipootiks!!! so bloody tired man...pfftt...
This feelin insides has got to stop. Serious. Its jst terrible. Gosh. God help me. Pls.