How terrible does time fly. Weekend is almost over and schools in! Well not to complain that school is bad, just the work that follows it. So ive more or less settled into the same old 'new' place. The rooms rather small and claustrophobic but its cosy. Realised theres more things in this room than before i moved. Anyhow great evening out and im satisfied with this short-lived freedom. Evening was spent with the best of company, Ian. Had a quick drink and lotsa food. Coolstuff. And im once again proven that i cant have a drink too many, 1 is just about enough i think...But it was all good so im lookin forward to after the As.
Clean hands and a brand new cd. Cudnt go wrong there...

Its my 1st day of fun since...i dont know...Well it just was.
Went out with the guys to play some LAN down at paradiz, its been a while since i last played but anyway i wasnt at all rusty. Thereafter I went for the final novena service for the svdp feast day. Im sorry my lord but i was right the priest was so d..r..a..g.g....y and L_____ongwinded. It jst amazing how many permutations he could come up with to put ONE message across. Hands down! But the Lord is good, Amen!
So after that, Ian, Justin and I head down to JK for some prata. But heck we decided to walk. It was certainly a 'journey' filled with our mindless stunts to catch the attention of unsuspecting bystanders. It was like a pilgrimage sort of...ahaha. And it was also the first i got a ride on the LRT. Interesting little cabins...too bad it only lasted for 1 stop. We were only to be confronted by a dark deserted path which seemed rather cliche, like something out of a horror flick. And finally after an hours walk or so...our reward prata and cold diluted beverages of teh ping and bandung...the milo was thick though! Thereafter another 20 minute walk back home. The final and last trek i will probably make down the valley of begonia road...
Im tired and grumpy...but thats alrite my hands are clean...Night!

Prelims are over in just about 13 hrs...
No calls for kicking back and relaxin for abit. No not just yet. Thing is im moving back to the old place. Yes the walls which have been soaked with memories since the day i was born till the end of last yr. And im gonna soak it somemore. Heh! Think in the metaphorical sense.
Im trying to study for the last paper tomorrow, you know put up a final stand of sorts... but my attempts are futile. With this month's FHM on my desk, what are the odds anyway?!
So i was watchin Peter Pan on HBO by chance today and yea i share the same thoughts as Peter Pan: I want to be a boy forever and not grow up. And Wendy's just going against, i guess it does show that girls mature faster than guys yea?! It is fast growing up and its only these 2 years that i've realised it. Time flies no matter and frankly its not at all nice...If i had my way, i would want to be able to control time, stop it as and when i like it. That'll be my ideal world...but like everything else, it cannot be at all perfect.
Alright, sweet dreams to myself...

This mornin jst after midnight. I had a brush with hotel security. Lets start from the beggining, i was just waitin outside the rooms of my uncle and and cousin. My parents and my uncle and aunt had some adult discussion, to which im not allowed in. And my cousin was on the phone so i didnt wanna disturb him. Well after 30mins or so, from the lift lobby, i could hear footsteps approaching. I knew it, that security would come some time soon. 3 Men approached...you would expect an armed guard or someone to be checkin but that wasnt to be. A guy in a suit, presumably the manager, a doorman/porter whichver and a security guy in some sort of hunting vest armed which a torch light and a walkie talkie. And after a brief explanation, they went off.
So what the hell? Thats security? No guns no baton not even a stick...Wats the manager and porter gna do anwy even if theres a potential criminal? "would you care to check in and leave ur suspicious package with us?" Alrite so that was pretty lame...but then again security should ought to have an intimidating look shouldnt it? At least scare the bugger or smtg...

So kill the drama...

Its been a while as usual for my long over-dued blog, i just havent been up to the task of sitting my ass down to type...
Sad thing today cause we said our goodbyes to Alfred. It was a rather solemn yet 'happy'-like atmosphere at a kopitiam just off the flanks of AMK bus interchange. It was a sudden thing and i wasnt prepared for it but anyhow time didnt wait...All i could afford was just a simple lunch and a short exchange of words with my good bud.
Oh wells i guess saying goodbyes are part of life, so i've been affirmed again by someone and by today's event. It leaves me to pause, ponder before i pursue anything further. It makes me think, 'hey could we just take a breather from life and return to that moment of joy, comfort or just happy thoughts with out family/friends'. Im left to think that, "gosh that great moment, its lost forever and i'll never get it back". Its just sad really, knowin that all of this will pass one day and whatever joys we had, just wouldnt count for the final blow of anguish, sadness, lost, distraught...
I cant help but feel a sense of discomfort whenever i engage in happy moments in life...
But no man is an island, cliche it is but life it is too. Memories are the footprints of events we placed a foot in, in the puddle of life. The puddle that slowly evaporates into nothingness...

My lifes ending the day it started....